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i just finished my horrible painting. I feel like I was cheated by taking this beginning painting class. I didn't really learn anything. And the one painting that I worked hardest on and learned most from....well...I got a C on because the teacher said I cheated (which I didn't).
Anyways, I just finished a text conversation with my boyfriend. We almost broke up. Oh god, what a horrible feeling. However, I couldn't hold in the things I needed to say. I told him that I felt lonely in this relationship. I just needed to say it...but then the talk of breaking up comes up. I just wanted him to listen to me...not break up!
Earlier I had a phone conversation with my mom. She was encouraging. I love my mom to death.
I need a vacation so bad. I am about to go crazy from this school year. I need a fresh start. well, goodnight.
Anyways, I just finished a text conversation with my boyfriend. We almost broke up. Oh god, what a horrible feeling. However, I couldn't hold in the things I needed to say. I told him that I felt lonely in this relationship. I just needed to say it...but then the talk of breaking up comes up. I just wanted him to listen to me...not break up!
Earlier I had a phone conversation with my mom. She was encouraging. I love my mom to death.
I need a vacation so bad. I am about to go crazy from this school year. I need a fresh start. well, goodnight.