why me? i need some answers now...
I am sick to death of all of this Fn bullshit! Everything is going absolutely psycho, including me. I dont know what to do anymore and i alomst gave up caring. I wish it was friday. That way i can get some answers! Okay this is my day: Came in school, pretty good mood, and I see my boyfriend. yay Brayton! Then, he breaks up with me. Says that he's not over vikki. Yeah, i'll believe it. It's just too WIERD, right? Well then he sent me those "mixed signals" all day, and i really cant stand not knowing what's going on. Like giving me his jacket, or kissing me after school, ya know? can someone please tell me what that's about?! Then he calls. I'm all excited because I wanted to talk to him, needed to all day. Well, Vikki realizes what she lost, Brayton's just like whatever, and i'm thinkin...So,what's going on? We're still going on our...well, lets see. I was going to call it our date. But i cant call it that anymore. So i'll call it... friends hangin out. so, were still hanging out friday...unless (in his words) "I (as in Brittany) decide to cancel. Then he (as in Brayton) and Vikki are going to go." was that a nice way of saying that he still likes vikki or what? I dont know. Am i mad at Vikki? no, and never will. Maybe jealous of her, but whatever. Am i mad at Brayton? no, i just wish i knew what was going on. I just knew it wasnt going to work. I knew that it would never work out right for me. Well.. the love triangle/square is completely Fd up now. I may be done with my half, but i'm still trying to keep up the deal for you (you know who you are ;P ) Anyways...whatever...i'm over it. i'm still hurt, but I guess i cant really do much about it. Talk to you all later! love ya all! If you have any advice, please, tell me. Mean comment or not, i'd appreciate one. Thanks