Feb 03, 2005 20:07
wow i cant say that this is going to be a good entry because i really dont have anything good to say. we got our fuckin grades for school and i didnt think i did so bad, neither did my mom but my dad did. he sucks he always thinks he can over power mom and he cant, so im mt deffense i called him stupid and dumb because he stayed back....i fuckin hate life, on top of it all i dont really have many ppl to come to talk about with my problems so they just build up inside of me and just untill the point where i cant take it_
im trying to go for something that is unsatified and that i dunno what to say. i just cant express it all in words. its mostly just feelings and it makes me feel like shit, y am i who i am to this day. i'd rather be a dog or start over with a new life i would deff not make the changes i did befor.
my brother joe is the best, hes always there for me and he always wants me to tell my problems, if it was up too me i wish we could hang out alot more. doggy we need to hang more too now.
school kinda sucked i finished spongebob in art and jenn looks irish or something. jackie is mean and laura is cool. wow i hope im still going friday to our school to see saturday matinee. i really wanna see them and if i have to go allone i will:-(. i hope i can get my grades up and make my life better than this fuckin hell hole because is sucks not i have like nothing, prove me wrong?. well i think im going to go i got a test to marro i better study because we kno when i always study i get failing grades.
-DaVe