DRAMA ! ! !
well its been a mixed set of events some good some bad some mind numbingly insane , but i guess thats just life. i FINALLY started my actuall job at work today it was great i was getting 23 an hour to play with giant remote control cranes =) , mm n lastnight was good stuff too im supposed to hang out with mandee next weekend she's quite the spiffy person ( we have the same fucked up brain lol )I talked to jess for an hour it was kool made me feel like it was the good ol days again but owell were supposed to go to lunch smetime next week who knows maybe all can be salvaged mm n a sidenote kristin eqauls bitch n thats all the time im devotin to that .mm n i finally got an anwser to my kristi situation .......(backstory: cue the mist n wavy effects) the last time we hung out was in october when i took her to the renaissance festival i believe details of this are in a previous entry so anyways its now november 12 n that was on oct 17 since then i have tried to hang out with her 4 times so everyweekend weekend 1 she partied with friends friday night and on saturday when we were supposed to hang out she was to sick , sun dnt know 4got think still sick . week 2 the night of my halloween party !! out n out blew me off week 3 the "planning" was shady at best plans existed on her friday n saturday but supposedly sunday was free . she did not want to make plans incase something happened she wouldnt be blowing me off again ....so the way i interpretted this was me =plan b again so i was suppose dto call her on sat n find out what was going on sun called n left 2 messages ....nothing back called her sun morn at her house she said she was about to eat could she call me back .......this was at 1 well 3 oclock rolls around no call back so i tried callin her bth numbers no anwser same deal at 5 that night . . never got a call back....ever even when i left a message on mon ....actually cme to think of it ever since that sun shes never called me back .....n yet she said she had a good time ....i dnt remember doing anything deserving of this but nothing i can do about it =( well i managed to catch her online the other night she said she was goin to bed n asked if we could tal later... naturally i was reluctant to accept this goodbye as was i quite pissed off by this point in our friendship or whatever it is /was .. so i called her last night no anwser on cell called home mom said helping the sister move so i called her cell to leave a message to call me when dne ...cept didnt get to her vm thi s time no this time some guy picked up the phone said stop calling n hung up on me . . . aww now im not blah anymore just depressed