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[sexycllggirl]

omg i hate my mother. she is such a bitch. i hate being home. She gets home and starts bitching at me. I was playing a game and she came in asks me if i heard her beep i said no then she starts complaining that the soup burned because it wasn't stirred. well if the bitch wanted it stired she should have said stir the soup then turn it off.. but no she told me to leave it be so i did. she doesn't notice the fact that i did the dishes and put them away she jumps right into bitching at me for not looking at her when she came in. then she gets on my friggin case about taking the dog out for a walk. what the fuck? if you wanted this shit done you should have fucking said something! this all happened in less than 5 min. i just want her to die... but apparently she isn't allowed to die until she is 60 because she is still paying off her house. so whatever. by then i will be so far outta her grip i won't even think about wishing her dead.

then on top of all that i just want to go home cause i am tired of sitting home wishing jake wanted to talk to me, wishing jake wanted me back. wishing i wasn't such a horrid person so as to not attract people. like wtf? what is wrong with me? why do duys just outta the blue freak out and say they don't like me anymore?

well bitch is back i gotta go