For I can not protest my love to you any longer...it is much to strong for u 2 c....
Well its me bitching complaining and all. It's Monday its raining and its dark. My hair is going nuts, my eyes hurt and each and every inch of my body is aching. Thoughts of getting out of bed this morning oh lord pls just let me sleep a little longer, turn back the clocks and let me sleep longer!!!!!!
Anywho.....this weekend was ok. We went to our normal hang out on Friday. It was ok. I just wish i was drunk and going. Chris was there, he is hot!! I am scared to tell him, because thats just the way I am. I dont think much of myself. I dont think im pretty nor cute. I just look down upon myself always. ive tried to look past it, but ive tried. I just need to grow stronger w/in myself. I need to be more confident and strong willed. I wish that I could just look past it and move on. I need to start exercising, and getting fit. I have a wedding a year from the 7th and i have to look good in the dress lol. i dont know though/ it will be tough.
ive got to go for now i wll update more later on here..
Anywho.....this weekend was ok. We went to our normal hang out on Friday. It was ok. I just wish i was drunk and going. Chris was there, he is hot!! I am scared to tell him, because thats just the way I am. I dont think much of myself. I dont think im pretty nor cute. I just look down upon myself always. ive tried to look past it, but ive tried. I just need to grow stronger w/in myself. I need to be more confident and strong willed. I wish that I could just look past it and move on. I need to start exercising, and getting fit. I have a wedding a year from the 7th and i have to look good in the dress lol. i dont know though/ it will be tough.
ive got to go for now i wll update more later on here..