Oct 17, 2005 23:04
no response, how shocking. its becoming all to common that my efforts go unmatched, i can help but wonder why even bother, and that makes me sad
on a side note, i've been doing so good since me and him stopped talking but the past 2 days i've been feeling the need to know what is going on, hoping that he is miserable since i am anything but, although i think this sudden need to read his away messages and the constant nawing of whether or not he blocked me is going to drive me crazy. i don't know where this came from, why am i thinking of him all of a sudden. i don't like this :'(