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Oct 09, 2004 12:12

Well a few ago Matt and I got into what I have to say was are 1st real fight I'll admit It was my bad... I so naged on him at the rong time about stuff I need to chill about anyway... It was the whole drinking around chicks thing again..

I have noticed that I need to stop putting stuff from my past on him Its not fare at all. I mean granted he did have a lil prob a year or so bak with drinking and a chick when he was with someone but as I see it it really wasnt totaly his fault cuz the chick was a bit of a slut and got wit a few guys at the party.

I tell Matt all the time that I tust him 100% sober but I guess that hasent really been all that true cuz theres been one thing I havent been trusting and thats his judgement and I feel now that I should because I do recall a time when he went to a party and there was a shit load of chicks around many he didnt know and he didnt drink so I guess he knows prity much who he can and cant drink around. I cant keep holding him bak and naging on him so much.

After I nag on him about the whole drinking around chicks thing I often say I'm sorry and now that I look at it my sorry has ment absultley dick I've put no action behind it now I realize I must.. For now on when he goes out drinking I'm just goona have to trust his judgment and hope all goes well. I dont wanna lead into another fight, fighting sucks and it hurts and its scary...

Well thats bout it for now...

I'm out...
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