I feel really weak right now. Emotionally.
I don't want to be here. Anywhere but here.
I want to just be alone for a day and think.
I need to talk to Joan tomorrow.
For once I'm excited about that.
I really could use her help on this one.
And it shouldn't be hard for her not to tell her.
It's not life or death, as far as I know.
I just need answers.
And maybe she can help me get them.
I love Bill
With all my heart.
He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I'm very annoyed about school and friends.
I'm beginning not to care what happens anymore.
My grades, they're bad, and I could care less.
My friends, they're gone, and I could care less.
My family, they're disappearing, and I could care less.
Why? Cuz I have Bill.
And he's all I need right now. All I want.
Call me selfish, I don't care.
You're just jealous. Not my problem. Not my fault.
Stop blaming me for everything.
It's not my fault...And for once I will admit that.
I won't give into you any longer.
I won't deal with you any longer.
I don't care. Just leave.
Get out of my life...Please!
You people annoy me, I'm starting to hate you.
I'm starting to hate myself, and hate my own life.
Because of you. You fucking human.
I hate you.
The truth is out, now leave me alone!
<3
-Becka