gosh i give myself headaches all the time now!
i just need to get some stuff off my chest.......
why is it that i always feel like crying lately. all i wanna do is cry. and sometimes i dont even kno why. i think something is wrong with me. i think im depressed or something. i dunno. things are just so confusing and i dunno just weird. i fight with my parents like all the time. especially about grades. and i kno im doing bad now and im trying to fix it but they dont see it. then going on about it every 2 minutes doesnt help either. gosh and my little bubble of everything is drifting away. i dunno what happened to our great little bubble of friends. why does everything have to be like this. why do i feel like crying and like im never gonna be good at anything and im just gonna be too fat and nothing will ever change for the better no matter how hard i try. what is so wrong with me. gosh. i hate this. but whatever. im just gonna keep on my happy face like nothing is wrong- well it will be there the best it can. well sry for this. i just needed to write this or say this so i could get it off my chest.