update
So it's been a while I suppose. I'm not sure why I don't have the motivation to update anymore so here it goes...hopefully this will break my silence and I will start updating like I used 2.
Living at home is going...ok...im ready to move back to Austin though. My mom's car broke down last week, so her and I have been carpooling to work together. This is absoultely driving me crazy...but it's my mother and I love her so...what do you do right? Saturday night was the first time I've had a drink in over a month. I'm kinda talking 2 someone right now...not really my type...but he is really sweet and I could totally see myself w/him for some reason. It's time for me to stop being so picky/shallow and only going for looks...there's so much more to a person. I have been hanging out w/Sylvia a lot...I love her to death...we have become best friends in a matter of 2 months...it's crazy. I hung out w/kendra over the weekend...that was fun...I miss her like crazy so im glad I got 2 see her. Although I can see how much I have changed from wanting to party all the time...im just...different now...not sure what it is. I'm slowly saving money...first time I have had money set aside in my savings for about 4 years. I'm starting back school next semester...I can't do this "just working" anymore. I do not feel motivated...plus I hate my job...so I have to start thinking about my future. I have had about 5 job duties added to my position...and im still making the same amount of money...so im looking for a new job...im miserable here. I'm slowly going crazy living back at home...I think that's why im gone the whole entire weekend...I just can't stand to be there. I'm taking off early on Friday and I took off on Monday...so I can go to Port A with Kyle and the gang. One night we are driving to Corpus to hit up the gay clubs...that should be a load of fun...I can't wait. The weather should be sunny and beautiful...plus I need a little vacation away from everything. I met a guy at my work who graduated when I was a freshman in high school. I found out that he is also gay (soo not my type though) but we talked about Lexington and how much we hate the people there...lol...so I have a new friend at work who I can actually relate 2...that's nice. There is this really hott guy who works on the floor above me...I'm 98% sure he is family. He is sooo cute...and so my type. I get trapped on the elevator with him sometimes but im 2 shy to talk 2 him...so it's just silent. I keep telling myself that "next time" I will talk 2 him...but that time comes and I never do. *sigh* I think im just really really nervous...cuz what if 1.) he isn't family and 2.) what if he is not interested at all...that would create a very awkward work environment. Anyways...that's my random rambling update...back to work now.
Later bitches!
-Randy
Living at home is going...ok...im ready to move back to Austin though. My mom's car broke down last week, so her and I have been carpooling to work together. This is absoultely driving me crazy...but it's my mother and I love her so...what do you do right? Saturday night was the first time I've had a drink in over a month. I'm kinda talking 2 someone right now...not really my type...but he is really sweet and I could totally see myself w/him for some reason. It's time for me to stop being so picky/shallow and only going for looks...there's so much more to a person. I have been hanging out w/Sylvia a lot...I love her to death...we have become best friends in a matter of 2 months...it's crazy. I hung out w/kendra over the weekend...that was fun...I miss her like crazy so im glad I got 2 see her. Although I can see how much I have changed from wanting to party all the time...im just...different now...not sure what it is. I'm slowly saving money...first time I have had money set aside in my savings for about 4 years. I'm starting back school next semester...I can't do this "just working" anymore. I do not feel motivated...plus I hate my job...so I have to start thinking about my future. I have had about 5 job duties added to my position...and im still making the same amount of money...so im looking for a new job...im miserable here. I'm slowly going crazy living back at home...I think that's why im gone the whole entire weekend...I just can't stand to be there. I'm taking off early on Friday and I took off on Monday...so I can go to Port A with Kyle and the gang. One night we are driving to Corpus to hit up the gay clubs...that should be a load of fun...I can't wait. The weather should be sunny and beautiful...plus I need a little vacation away from everything. I met a guy at my work who graduated when I was a freshman in high school. I found out that he is also gay (soo not my type though) but we talked about Lexington and how much we hate the people there...lol...so I have a new friend at work who I can actually relate 2...that's nice. There is this really hott guy who works on the floor above me...I'm 98% sure he is family. He is sooo cute...and so my type. I get trapped on the elevator with him sometimes but im 2 shy to talk 2 him...so it's just silent. I keep telling myself that "next time" I will talk 2 him...but that time comes and I never do. *sigh* I think im just really really nervous...cuz what if 1.) he isn't family and 2.) what if he is not interested at all...that would create a very awkward work environment. Anyways...that's my random rambling update...back to work now.
Later bitches!
-Randy