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its been a good day. ive been loaded with energy pretty much since 7:10 this morning. it is great to be hyper. it is even better that EVERYONE in all of my classes are scared of me... it amuses me. hehehe
yay! jen and sam came over after school to play. i wanted katy to come play with us but she was at jazz band. that made me sad. well we went to the abandoned house and this time we finally made a way to go up into the attic. we brought my camera and took some pictures that im sure will be amusing. really just had a pretty good time. im really starting to love that house. i mean yeah i thought it was AWESOME from the beginning but each time i go there i end up liking it more and more. bleh, i still find something about the house sorta creepy/not right but i cant quite figure out what it is. not in a way i can explain anyways. then we went to the gas station. gave my car some more gas. then got JONES SODA!!! yumm.... i love that stuff. hehe the GIRL on the bottle is hot damnit. then we went to jens for a tiny bit, then i took sam home. then i came home and ate dinner.
grrr... i wuna talk to stan. i really do. i know thats all ive been saying lately but it SUCKS! RAWR!! im going to send his stupid poopy mother to Utah and then i will be able to talk to him on the phone again and talk to him online again and even SEE him again. rawr! at the moment it sounds like my chances of seeing him or even talking to him at all this weekend are slim to none. how the hell am i supposed to keep a relationship if i NEVER get to see or talk to him??? i mean someone please tell me.... how is this supposed to work? its not like he goes to my school for me to see him there. he cant use the phone or internet and he cant do anything on weekends. rawr i think that is exactly his moms point. so we CANT work it out. you cant have a relationship if you dont talk or see each other. maybe his mom is just planning to never let me see or talk to him again and then we wont date anymore. rawr i wish she didnt hate me. then, bleck... that would make things much easier. eh.. nothing i can really do about it now... but im definately not giving up yet. i like him waaaaaay too much to stop trying to see or talk to him. i WILL find a way!
well yeah... i guess im guna spend the night working on 1) latin translation due monday and 2) latin derivatives project due before spring break. bleck, all my teachers are deciding to be assholes lately with work and projects and crap but im not guna let it worry me. well im trying not to let it worry... so far i am doing great, i hope it lasts.
eep hopefully i can still end up having a good weekend. hopefully i wont end up getting too down and sad when i dont get to see stan. im thinking maybe friday i can hang out with my sam and jefferey. (friday was supposed to be my day to see stan but i really doubt that will happen) then saturday katy, jen, sam and i are guna hang out. i duno if it will be just us or other people too? but we will go see the abandoned house and we will have fun damnit!!! then i dont have anything yet for sunday but MAYBE jeffs idea will work. appearantly stan has an english project and so jeff got the idea, maybe he can convince his mom to let him go to the library to work on it and then i could meet him there or atleast you know, go see him for a tiny bit. sounds good to me but then i think about it and it doesnt. with my luck she will find out in some way or another and i will just end up getting him in more trouble and pretty much have a repeat of saturday. blah, we definately dont want that to happen.
i miss my sam. we are actually away from each other! its horrible. lol SPS? no, never.
hehe im guna like go shower and do homework and stuff now i guess.