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hmm i dont feel like including details so im guna give you the shirt version. i went to stans house yesterday, it was really good until the end when i had to leave. i will just leave it at that.
didnt wuna go home so i went to jeffs for a few to give him something. then i went to sams. thank you sam for being there for my little break down. it really meant a lot to me that you were there for me. i love you like whoa. then my mom called and i got yelled at and went home. got yelled at a bit more, but not nearly as bad as i was expecting. then cindy came over to spend the night.
sorry cindy for a really boring night last night. as you could tell i really wasnt myself and all i wanted to do was sleep.. even though i had a great deal of trouble with that whole sleeping thing. but thank you for coming over and im sorry i wasnt interesting or really up and awake and myself for you to talk to.
bleh im doing much better than last night but im still not really myself. im angry with myself. for being me. for caring so damned much. i dont feel like talking about that.
im excited to see ananiah play tonight. im excited to get out of the house. im excited to see stan and spend time with my friends. hopefully i will get into a better mood by then and be able to have a good time tonight.
didnt wuna go home so i went to jeffs for a few to give him something. then i went to sams. thank you sam for being there for my little break down. it really meant a lot to me that you were there for me. i love you like whoa. then my mom called and i got yelled at and went home. got yelled at a bit more, but not nearly as bad as i was expecting. then cindy came over to spend the night.
sorry cindy for a really boring night last night. as you could tell i really wasnt myself and all i wanted to do was sleep.. even though i had a great deal of trouble with that whole sleeping thing. but thank you for coming over and im sorry i wasnt interesting or really up and awake and myself for you to talk to.
bleh im doing much better than last night but im still not really myself. im angry with myself. for being me. for caring so damned much. i dont feel like talking about that.
im excited to see ananiah play tonight. im excited to get out of the house. im excited to see stan and spend time with my friends. hopefully i will get into a better mood by then and be able to have a good time tonight.