Wow....
I have not written in soooo long....I guess I have just been busy, and very unmotivated to share all the shit in my life. Why make other people read my problems? haha...but Ill write anyways--- Im moving in exactly 1 month down to Fort Meyers for college...so excited! I got my appartment and my roommates assigned...Im frustrated because Im supposed to be able to look them up(there's 4!!!) but the school website is fucked up so I cant! I just hope their chill and we get along...I usually get along with everyone pretty easily, yet, it will be hard when you throw 5 different chicks with different personalities into the same appartment! Whooo...itll be interesting..haha...
Today was 3 months for Chippy and I...
I havent written in so long, so much has happened between me and him over that time...
I took his V! haha...I guess when I was gone for a week in June, up to GA, he must have realized how much he cared about me because when I got home....he attacked me...whoooo! It was good for him not being experienced...haha...but now, sex is good....God, isnt sex just great?? Sure is...God knows what the hell Ill do when I leave for college and dont see him but maybe 2x a month...holy shit...
Then Chippy and I and his fam went to Texas, and Mexico for almost 2 weeks...I cried a lot becuase Chippy treated me like shit on the bottom of his shoes! He ignored me and acted like he was too good for me, and didnt want me there...then hed be pissed when I told him he was being an ass hole...and he kept getting onto me smoking cigs...Im like fuck you, you did coke for a while so SHUT UP! hahahaha...But overall the trip was pretty fun...I think I was the only white girl within 1,000 miles there...I didnt see ANY white people..haha, just mexicans and they all starred at me like theyve never seen a white girl....lol...
So, I started working back at the mall, just to put some money back in the bank(I blew a grand on my two trips! holy shitttt...i think im a shopaholic..eeek) and I get paid good, so its straight...
Also, this guy at the gym, whos 25, keeps asking me to go out..we always talk when Im at the gym..and now he calls and texts me all the damn time and follows me around the gym...! I dont know what to do...I told him were just friends cause I have a boyfriend but I think he doesnt get it....when do guys ever get it? ha...
Then, Ive been hanging out with this guy Josh, whos 26...sexy..and so sweet...Chippys been outta town all week, so he and Ive been hanging out...
We went to Orlando the other night...just shopped around and went to dinner and to get some Coronas!! (I became a Corona girl in Mexico...I just cant get enough!)
He was so sweet...hes always asking what I want..not just doing whatever he wants...and he opens the doors, and doesnt even let me pay for dinner...and today he stopped by this morning(he knew i had a hangover from my coronas at my party last night...gotta talk bout that) so anyways, he stopped by and he knows I love fruit, and he brought me a fruit salad from Publix...how sweet : ) Chippy never does shit like that..
So, this party I went to last night was at my friend Brandis...shes Bi...more to the gay side..anyways, so most of the people at her party were gay...i was drinking a lot so i just decided to stay the night....haha....chippy was worried when he called, to say the least...anyways, I was standing outside with brandi and we def have sexual tension...and i kissed her, it just felt right...ughhhh, but its ok...its not cheating, cause i didnt hookup with a guy! It was just a kiss anyways....god, i sound trashy? oh well...
Well shit, Im tired, and have to peeeee......
Goodnight
Today was 3 months for Chippy and I...
I havent written in so long, so much has happened between me and him over that time...
I took his V! haha...I guess when I was gone for a week in June, up to GA, he must have realized how much he cared about me because when I got home....he attacked me...whoooo! It was good for him not being experienced...haha...but now, sex is good....God, isnt sex just great?? Sure is...God knows what the hell Ill do when I leave for college and dont see him but maybe 2x a month...holy shit...
Then Chippy and I and his fam went to Texas, and Mexico for almost 2 weeks...I cried a lot becuase Chippy treated me like shit on the bottom of his shoes! He ignored me and acted like he was too good for me, and didnt want me there...then hed be pissed when I told him he was being an ass hole...and he kept getting onto me smoking cigs...Im like fuck you, you did coke for a while so SHUT UP! hahahaha...But overall the trip was pretty fun...I think I was the only white girl within 1,000 miles there...I didnt see ANY white people..haha, just mexicans and they all starred at me like theyve never seen a white girl....lol...
So, I started working back at the mall, just to put some money back in the bank(I blew a grand on my two trips! holy shitttt...i think im a shopaholic..eeek) and I get paid good, so its straight...
Also, this guy at the gym, whos 25, keeps asking me to go out..we always talk when Im at the gym..and now he calls and texts me all the damn time and follows me around the gym...! I dont know what to do...I told him were just friends cause I have a boyfriend but I think he doesnt get it....when do guys ever get it? ha...
Then, Ive been hanging out with this guy Josh, whos 26...sexy..and so sweet...Chippys been outta town all week, so he and Ive been hanging out...
We went to Orlando the other night...just shopped around and went to dinner and to get some Coronas!! (I became a Corona girl in Mexico...I just cant get enough!)
He was so sweet...hes always asking what I want..not just doing whatever he wants...and he opens the doors, and doesnt even let me pay for dinner...and today he stopped by this morning(he knew i had a hangover from my coronas at my party last night...gotta talk bout that) so anyways, he stopped by and he knows I love fruit, and he brought me a fruit salad from Publix...how sweet : ) Chippy never does shit like that..
So, this party I went to last night was at my friend Brandis...shes Bi...more to the gay side..anyways, so most of the people at her party were gay...i was drinking a lot so i just decided to stay the night....haha....chippy was worried when he called, to say the least...anyways, I was standing outside with brandi and we def have sexual tension...and i kissed her, it just felt right...ughhhh, but its ok...its not cheating, cause i didnt hookup with a guy! It was just a kiss anyways....god, i sound trashy? oh well...
Well shit, Im tired, and have to peeeee......
Goodnight