Soo tired...
Im trying not to fall asleep on my key board while waiting for chippy to come over for a bit...lol...he was at a track meet all day and just got back so he should be here in about 20 min or so...
Anyways, boring day..bad eating day...ughhh.my throat fuckin hurts : (
I woke my ass up wicked early so i could study then went to school and took my 2 tests...went to get lunch for my mom and i to celebrate me getting high enough on my act to get my 75% tutition scholarship...and ended up waiting 45 min at crispers for 2 fuckin salads!! ridiculous!!!!!!!!!
Then i came home, b'd & p'd..(i cant say the words its so awful and shameful!)...then tried to work on my extra credit proj for schubele...what a dyke!
hahaha...me and renee were sooo bored during here lectures...lol..so i passed her a note and wrote Shubele--->Extreme Makeover...and started listing all the things she needs
it included....boob job, nose job, tummy tuck(renee said she just needs to workout but insist she needs both), cheek implants, lasik eye surgery, teeth whitening..then of course...hair color/dye, new wardrobe!!! NOOO more wearing: safari gear, pants with elastic waist bands, that come 5 in above the belly button or have tapered bottoms ahahha, no mountain climber boots, no queer pins like i love teaching!...and for some reason i believe she keeps her hair in front of her ears for a reason...maybe she is hinding some dumbo ears that need some surgery too...
hmmmmmm...
well...back to real life..
it stormed all day...god, i love it went it pours and thunders and theres lightening..i feel so...at home...lol...its like stormy fits me or fits my mood...i dunno...i JUST freakin love it!
I never got my ass up to the gym cause my hip hurt from the weather and from working out so much yesterday...so im going in the morn...im in so excited! i went to walmart at like 10:30 and got 2(one red with blue design, one blue with tan design..i already have the gray with orange!) new pairs of my fav sneakers that i have from there...only $10! wahooo..and i got some new sports bras to match them, and some sporty tops...but i think i might return them cause they r tight and i feel so fat in them..ughh...i dunno...ill see how i feel in the morning..its weird, everything up top is getting tighter cause my boobs are growing from my birth control....YIPPPPEEE!! now if only it would make the rest of me shrink...mmm...a miracle pill! : )
Ya, wishful thinkin...
I had 3 cigs today..but i notice that since im on the wellbutrin i dont really crave them anymore..i only want them if im like pissed or frustrated..so, i actually went a few days with only 1 or 2..i was proud...and i know ill quit, cause im starting to get sick of em..yayyyy......
well...im gonna go wait for my baby to come...and pray my mom doesnt wake up and find out hes hear or my ass will get hung in the front yard and burned in the am! : ( lol..
I kinda feel like trying a fluid fast(maybe of vodka..haha wahoo j/k but thatll be tru this summer in mexico!)...but i dunno if i have the willpower to do it, or if id be able to get away with it with everyone watching me so damn close..ughhhhhhhhhhh
Sweet dreams yall...
Anyways, boring day..bad eating day...ughhh.my throat fuckin hurts : (
I woke my ass up wicked early so i could study then went to school and took my 2 tests...went to get lunch for my mom and i to celebrate me getting high enough on my act to get my 75% tutition scholarship...and ended up waiting 45 min at crispers for 2 fuckin salads!! ridiculous!!!!!!!!!
Then i came home, b'd & p'd..(i cant say the words its so awful and shameful!)...then tried to work on my extra credit proj for schubele...what a dyke!
hahaha...me and renee were sooo bored during here lectures...lol..so i passed her a note and wrote Shubele--->Extreme Makeover...and started listing all the things she needs
it included....boob job, nose job, tummy tuck(renee said she just needs to workout but insist she needs both), cheek implants, lasik eye surgery, teeth whitening..then of course...hair color/dye, new wardrobe!!! NOOO more wearing: safari gear, pants with elastic waist bands, that come 5 in above the belly button or have tapered bottoms ahahha, no mountain climber boots, no queer pins like i love teaching!...and for some reason i believe she keeps her hair in front of her ears for a reason...maybe she is hinding some dumbo ears that need some surgery too...
hmmmmmm...
well...back to real life..
it stormed all day...god, i love it went it pours and thunders and theres lightening..i feel so...at home...lol...its like stormy fits me or fits my mood...i dunno...i JUST freakin love it!
I never got my ass up to the gym cause my hip hurt from the weather and from working out so much yesterday...so im going in the morn...im in so excited! i went to walmart at like 10:30 and got 2(one red with blue design, one blue with tan design..i already have the gray with orange!) new pairs of my fav sneakers that i have from there...only $10! wahooo..and i got some new sports bras to match them, and some sporty tops...but i think i might return them cause they r tight and i feel so fat in them..ughh...i dunno...ill see how i feel in the morning..its weird, everything up top is getting tighter cause my boobs are growing from my birth control....YIPPPPEEE!! now if only it would make the rest of me shrink...mmm...a miracle pill! : )
Ya, wishful thinkin...
I had 3 cigs today..but i notice that since im on the wellbutrin i dont really crave them anymore..i only want them if im like pissed or frustrated..so, i actually went a few days with only 1 or 2..i was proud...and i know ill quit, cause im starting to get sick of em..yayyyy......
well...im gonna go wait for my baby to come...and pray my mom doesnt wake up and find out hes hear or my ass will get hung in the front yard and burned in the am! : ( lol..
I kinda feel like trying a fluid fast(maybe of vodka..haha wahoo j/k but thatll be tru this summer in mexico!)...but i dunno if i have the willpower to do it, or if id be able to get away with it with everyone watching me so damn close..ughhhhhhhhhhh
Sweet dreams yall...