today
today my friend erin was talking about her b/f and it reminded me of my ex.her's is 19 mine was 21. they are both named mike. the reason she reminded me is cuz he dad won't let her see him, cuz she isn't alowed to date. everything he says to her is what mine said to me. i don't even hear from mine anymore. he'll probably wait til i turn 18 to call. he'll dump his g/f and want me back. cuz i'm such a great g/f. i don't think i ever was a bad g/f. i'm still head over hill in love with him.why is it that no one likes me anymore. i used to have atleast 5 guys after me. i'm not exaggerating ask all of my friends. they would ask me what the name of my b/f was each week. i love mike. maybe if he knew that he would want me back. here is a song i'm listening to on the radio.
"Have You Ever?"
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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
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Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
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What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
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