Oct 08, 2005 13:18
wow i can't believe we lost and we still have a chance to go to the damn playoffs. i don't appreicate ←mispelled word, i probably just spelled that wrong too! people really need to shut up about the captains this year. if we are so shitty why are we so decicated to the squad. if i hear shaneen is starting shit with me i'm gonna go beat her ass. i don't understand i can get any man i want if i tried. so she needs to shut her mouth. on to a greater note. i had the most wonderful night i ever had. yes i was with someone. it was so romantic. i know we didn't do much but we care alot about each other. he tells me he loves me everytime we talk, and we don't even date. everytime we do something goes wrong. so we decide to stay friends. i think deep down we know we will probably marry each other. he is goin away to college in january and i'm scared he'll run into someone better then me. if he loves me like he says he does then i'm not worried. i know if he wanted to he could get any girl he wanted. i'm just happy his family loves me. james nash keeps hitting on me. i've never in my life felt like this. its a wonderful feeling. then again i felt like this a month ago about caskie and look what happened. i think this one will last. it did for a year before. i hate it when he talks about other girls in front of me. he syas he does it purposely cuz he knows it annoys me.well update later or tomorrow if i can.