missing him
i miss him so much. like there isn't a bad moment we had together. everytime i was around him, i wouldn't care about anything but him and me. i have all these good memories, but no bad ones. so how am i suposed to deal that. i mean that has to be good. everytime i close my eyes i can see us together. i know i'm eventually gonna have to get over him. if something happens again, it probably won't happen til i turn 18 though. thats good cuz then no one could say anything. today someone took me and josh kerlin stuff and moved it. so me and my dad filed a police report cuz of my purse. finally someone found them. i mean if there wasno one in there how in the world did they get moved. oh well i'm just happy, i was lost with out it. i'm gonna kill ernie. he called me easy. he assumes that every guy i date i have sex with them. wow! he is totally wrong. if you love them, whatever happens, happens. update toomorrow after we lose to moon.