hate my mother
today my grandma yelled at me for no reason at all. i couldn't stand it so i just got up and left with the car. i know it was wrong but i had a good reason. my mother i hate becuz she always sticks up for the wrong people. like she stuck up for my grandma for everything she said to me. i could of killed her. when i left i made sure i went somewhere where i was wanted. i found that place with someone. when i was there i took a shower and acidently flashed his little brother. i didn't know he was standing in the room where my clothes were. i felt violated. anyway here is a survey i took from my friend kim on the silk squad.By the way i tried to kill myself today.
:x: name: chelsey
:x: shoe size: 8
:x: siblings: No
:x: jr.high: Good
:x: elementary: Useless
:x: hometown: Ambridge
:x: favorite place: Bryon's House
:x: favorite soda: Pepsi
:x: favorite food: Chicken
:x: favorite book: Death of a salesman
:x: favorite pen: Bic
:x: favorite car: Convertable
:x: favorite animal: Dog
:x: water brand: Fujgi
:x: favorite burger place: All
:x: favorite hobby: Sex lol J/K singing and dancing
:x: favorite friends: Bryon, Blaze, Amy G, Mike, Brandi, Brianna
:x: bar or club: Club Zoo
:x: favorite vitamins: The Flinstones ones
:x: favorite show: The OC or One Tree Hill
:x: favorite news: News is boring as hell
:x: gold or silver: Gold
:x: favorite dog: Pierre(shelty)or Tinkerbell(chinese crested and palmorian)
:x: cell phone co.: Cingular/At&T
:x: favorite shirt: i have alot
:x: favorite sport: Softball
:x: favorite alcohol: Mike's Hard Lemonade or Jack daniels fruit punch.
:x: favorite computer: Anyone but this one
:x: favorite fruit: Kiwi
:x: favorite song: Crush From the princess diaries soundtrack
:x: ketchup or salsa: Ketchup
:x: favorite milkshake: mint chocolate chip or cherry
:x: steak or lobster: Steak
:x: favorite color: Pink or baby blue
:x: favorite weather: Sunny with the high of 75(lol ;) )
:x: favorite states: NC,Cali,Fla.,SC,Ohio,
you?
:x: have a crush on someone: yes
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: all the time
:x: think about suicide: all the time
:x: believe in online dating: whatever floats your boat
:x: think others find you attractive: yes
:x: want more piercings: yes
:x: like cleaning: no
:x: like roller coasters: hell ya
:x: write in cursive or print: print
:x: last talked to: bryon
:x: last thought of: bryon
:x: last showered: today
:x: last cut your nails:two days ago
:x: last did laundry: never
:x: last hugged a tree: never
:x: last watched anime: never
:x: last prayed: today
for or against?
:x: long distant relationships: for
:x: killing people: if its my mother then for
:x: teenage smoking: i don't really care cuz i did when i was 12 so....
:x: driving drunk: AGAINST!!!
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: for
:x: soap operas: for
have you?
:x: ever cried over a boy: yes still do
:x: ever been in a fist fight: yes
:x: ever been arrested: no
:x: ever had a friend die: no
:x: ever dated a cousin: Eww no
:x: ever used a gun: no
:x: ever french kiss: Yes
:x: ever finished a puzzle: yes
:x: ever got surgery: yes
:x: ever got beat up: No
:x: ever hated someone: Yes
:x: ever made a huge mistake: Yes alot
:x: ever tried any drugs: no but i want to
:x: ever jogged a mile: Yes
:x: ever played w/ someones feelings: yes by accident, i didn't know they like me
:x: ever had feelings for someone young: yes, like a year younger
what?
:x: shoes do you wear: Flip-flops or Sketchers
:x: do you sleep in: pajama shorts with matching shirt, sometimes a nightgown(doesn't cover much)
:x: did you eat for lunch: nothing
:x: is love: love is where you care more about a person then yourself, you think about them constantly. when you see them you know your day is goin to be great.
number?
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: 2
:x: of hearts I have broken?: 3
:x: of girls I have kissed?: 1
:x: of boys I have kissed?: too many to count
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: a couple
:x: of drugs you taken: 1
:x: of accidents you been in: 1
:x: of people you lead on?: 3
:x: of people you broke up with?: 3
do you think you are?
:x: pretty: yes
:x: funny: Yes
:x: hot: sometimes
:x: friendly: Yes
:x: ugly: Sometimes
:x: lovable: Yes
:x: caring: Yes
:x: dorky: Oh yeah
:x: cocky: maybe sometimes
:x: girly: Yes
:x: boyish: once in awhile
:x: smart: not all the time
:x: pimp: yeah Baby!
:x: angel: hell no
:x: gangster: sometimes
:x: god: No
favorite?
:x: five letter word: bryon
:x: comedian: Jeff Foxworthy
:x: candy: Resses
:x: cartoon: Ren and Stimpy
:x: cereal: alot
:x: chewing gum: Winterfresh
:x: day of week: Thursdays- The OC or Tuesdays- One Tree Hill, Friday- night out with the crew
:x: least fave day: Sunday
:x: jello flavor: Cherry or lime
:x: summer/winter: summer
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: Swimming Pools
person who last?
:x: slept in your bed: Me
:x: saw you cry: bryon
:x: made you cry: mom
:x: you went to the movies with: dad
:x: yelled at you: Mom or grandma
:x: sent you an email: idk i never check cuz its all junk
have you ever?
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?: Yes i still do
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yes
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: Yes thats a surprize
:x: cried during a movie?: Yes :-[
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: yes
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: one time lol J/P
:x: been on stage?: Yes
:x: been to New York?: Psrt of it
:x: been to California?: Yes
:x: been to Florida?: Yes
:x: Hawaii?: No
:x: China?: No
:x: Canada?: Yes
:x: Europe?: No
:x: what time is it now?: 8:20
:x: apples or bananas?: bananas
:x: blue or red?: Blue
:x: walmart or target?: wal*mart
:x: spring or fall?: Both
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat something
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: breakfest not even that so i would say dinner yesturday.
:x: are you bored?: yes extreamly
:x: last noise you heard?: my phone ringing
:x: last smell you sniffed: myself
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: 2 months ago
friendship/love?
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: Yes, 2 or 3
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: Trust
random stuff?
:x: criminal record?: No
:x: do you speak any other languages?: Yes
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: My computer, boys,posters of my fav. bands
:x: piercings and where?: Yes, ears and belly
:x: worst feeling in the world?: Being alone/dumped
:x: whom you love: bryon
your?
:x: nickname(s): Chelse,Chelsinda ( my aunt calls me that), chelis
:x: initials: CBP
:x: how old do you look?: 19 or 20
:x: how old do you act?: depends on what i'm doin
:x: glasses/contacts?: both
:x: braces: had them in like 5th grade
:x: do you have any pets?: yes
:x: you get embarrassed?: yes
:x: what upsets you?: being hurt emotionally
:x: name: chelsey
:x: shoe size: 8
:x: siblings: No
:x: jr.high: Good
:x: elementary: Useless
:x: hometown: Ambridge
:x: favorite place: Bryon's House
:x: favorite soda: Pepsi
:x: favorite food: Chicken
:x: favorite book: Death of a salesman
:x: favorite pen: Bic
:x: favorite car: Convertable
:x: favorite animal: Dog
:x: water brand: Fujgi
:x: favorite burger place: All
:x: favorite hobby: Sex lol J/K singing and dancing
:x: favorite friends: Bryon, Blaze, Amy G, Mike, Brandi, Brianna
:x: bar or club: Club Zoo
:x: favorite vitamins: The Flinstones ones
:x: favorite show: The OC or One Tree Hill
:x: favorite news: News is boring as hell
:x: gold or silver: Gold
:x: favorite dog: Pierre(shelty)or Tinkerbell(chinese crested and palmorian)
:x: cell phone co.: Cingular/At&T
:x: favorite shirt: i have alot
:x: favorite sport: Softball
:x: favorite alcohol: Mike's Hard Lemonade or Jack daniels fruit punch.
:x: favorite computer: Anyone but this one
:x: favorite fruit: Kiwi
:x: favorite song: Crush From the princess diaries soundtrack
:x: ketchup or salsa: Ketchup
:x: favorite milkshake: mint chocolate chip or cherry
:x: steak or lobster: Steak
:x: favorite color: Pink or baby blue
:x: favorite weather: Sunny with the high of 75(lol ;) )
:x: favorite states: NC,Cali,Fla.,SC,Ohio,
you?
:x: have a crush on someone: yes
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: all the time
:x: think about suicide: all the time
:x: believe in online dating: whatever floats your boat
:x: think others find you attractive: yes
:x: want more piercings: yes
:x: like cleaning: no
:x: like roller coasters: hell ya
:x: write in cursive or print: print
:x: last talked to: bryon
:x: last thought of: bryon
:x: last showered: today
:x: last cut your nails:two days ago
:x: last did laundry: never
:x: last hugged a tree: never
:x: last watched anime: never
:x: last prayed: today
for or against?
:x: long distant relationships: for
:x: killing people: if its my mother then for
:x: teenage smoking: i don't really care cuz i did when i was 12 so....
:x: driving drunk: AGAINST!!!
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: for
:x: soap operas: for
have you?
:x: ever cried over a boy: yes still do
:x: ever been in a fist fight: yes
:x: ever been arrested: no
:x: ever had a friend die: no
:x: ever dated a cousin: Eww no
:x: ever used a gun: no
:x: ever french kiss: Yes
:x: ever finished a puzzle: yes
:x: ever got surgery: yes
:x: ever got beat up: No
:x: ever hated someone: Yes
:x: ever made a huge mistake: Yes alot
:x: ever tried any drugs: no but i want to
:x: ever jogged a mile: Yes
:x: ever played w/ someones feelings: yes by accident, i didn't know they like me
:x: ever had feelings for someone young: yes, like a year younger
what?
:x: shoes do you wear: Flip-flops or Sketchers
:x: do you sleep in: pajama shorts with matching shirt, sometimes a nightgown(doesn't cover much)
:x: did you eat for lunch: nothing
:x: is love: love is where you care more about a person then yourself, you think about them constantly. when you see them you know your day is goin to be great.
number?
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: 2
:x: of hearts I have broken?: 3
:x: of girls I have kissed?: 1
:x: of boys I have kissed?: too many to count
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: a couple
:x: of drugs you taken: 1
:x: of accidents you been in: 1
:x: of people you lead on?: 3
:x: of people you broke up with?: 3
do you think you are?
:x: pretty: yes
:x: funny: Yes
:x: hot: sometimes
:x: friendly: Yes
:x: ugly: Sometimes
:x: lovable: Yes
:x: caring: Yes
:x: dorky: Oh yeah
:x: cocky: maybe sometimes
:x: girly: Yes
:x: boyish: once in awhile
:x: smart: not all the time
:x: pimp: yeah Baby!
:x: angel: hell no
:x: gangster: sometimes
:x: god: No
favorite?
:x: five letter word: bryon
:x: comedian: Jeff Foxworthy
:x: candy: Resses
:x: cartoon: Ren and Stimpy
:x: cereal: alot
:x: chewing gum: Winterfresh
:x: day of week: Thursdays- The OC or Tuesdays- One Tree Hill, Friday- night out with the crew
:x: least fave day: Sunday
:x: jello flavor: Cherry or lime
:x: summer/winter: summer
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: Swimming Pools
person who last?
:x: slept in your bed: Me
:x: saw you cry: bryon
:x: made you cry: mom
:x: you went to the movies with: dad
:x: yelled at you: Mom or grandma
:x: sent you an email: idk i never check cuz its all junk
have you ever?
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?: Yes i still do
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yes
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: Yes thats a surprize
:x: cried during a movie?: Yes :-[
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: yes
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: one time lol J/P
:x: been on stage?: Yes
:x: been to New York?: Psrt of it
:x: been to California?: Yes
:x: been to Florida?: Yes
:x: Hawaii?: No
:x: China?: No
:x: Canada?: Yes
:x: Europe?: No
:x: what time is it now?: 8:20
:x: apples or bananas?: bananas
:x: blue or red?: Blue
:x: walmart or target?: wal*mart
:x: spring or fall?: Both
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat something
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: breakfest not even that so i would say dinner yesturday.
:x: are you bored?: yes extreamly
:x: last noise you heard?: my phone ringing
:x: last smell you sniffed: myself
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: 2 months ago
friendship/love?
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: Yes, 2 or 3
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: Trust
random stuff?
:x: criminal record?: No
:x: do you speak any other languages?: Yes
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: My computer, boys,posters of my fav. bands
:x: piercings and where?: Yes, ears and belly
:x: worst feeling in the world?: Being alone/dumped
:x: whom you love: bryon
your?
:x: nickname(s): Chelse,Chelsinda ( my aunt calls me that), chelis
:x: initials: CBP
:x: how old do you look?: 19 or 20
:x: how old do you act?: depends on what i'm doin
:x: glasses/contacts?: both
:x: braces: had them in like 5th grade
:x: do you have any pets?: yes
:x: you get embarrassed?: yes
:x: what upsets you?: being hurt emotionally