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Why the hell does my life have to suck so much? if someone can answer that please let me know. i am tired of getting treated like a doormat especially by the person i love so much. well that is how my life is. i really pick winner b/fs don't i. well me and bryon aren't dating we are just friends with benefits. if you know what i mean. but still how do i always end up with the losers like timmy kay and james nash. oh kevin offen and jason shlott or however you spell his name. i am ready to breakdown in tears. i do everything for him and i get treated the way i do. he doesn't deserve me i'm too good to him. hating my mom doesn't help. that is another thing i am angry about. she complains i don't have a job then she complains she doesn't like her job. when i worked at McDonalds i never liked it but i never complained. oh well i'm just gonna go jump off a bridge. maybe if someone cared that if they read this they would try and stopnme, but he doesn't have the internet so he can't. he probably wouldn't anyway. considering the way he talks about other girls while he is around me. sometimes i think he does that purposely, cuz he knows it gets me mad and jealous. i don't care anymore. i am tired of falling more in love with him. everytime i'm with him i fall deeper. you think i would of learned the first time. no! of course not. g2g update later
*Time started: 6:54
*Name: Chelsey Bianca Pless
*Nickname: chelis, chelsinda,chelse
*Single or Taken: single (anyone care)
*Sex: female
*Birthday: February 26, 1988
*Siblings: No
*Hair color: brown with blonde high lights
*Eye color: sometimes blue, green, blue-green
*Shoe size: 8
*Height: 5'3''
*Innie or Outie: innie
*What are you wearing right now: betty boop pajama shorts with tank top to go with it, and thats queen bitch to you tank top on that.
*Where do you live: PA
*Righty or lefty: righty
~Relationships~
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*Who are your closest friends?: Bryon,Brandi,Amy G
*Best place to go for a date: movies then bck to his place (lol)
~Fashion Stuff~
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*Where is your fav place to shop: JcPennys or any where there is a sale
*Do you have any tattoos or piercings? ears and belly. getting a tattoo when i turn 18
~Faves~
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*Color: pink and Baby blue
*Number(s): 6,26,88,17
*Food:chicken,hot dogs and chinese
*Boys name: Noah, Riley,
*Girls name: Adrionna, Bianca, Krista
*Subject(s) in school: geometry and chemistry
*Animal: dog
*Drink: Lime tea and sobe's Green Tea
*Celebrity: jesse mccartney
*Sports: Softball and Bowling
*Veggie: califlower
*Fruit: anything except pineapple and coconut
*Fast food place: all
*Place to visit: Hawaii
*Months: February and December (wander why)
*Juice: apple or grape
*Ice Cream: Sara Lee's Strawberry Cheesecake or Turtle from Brusters
*Breakfast: bagel w/ cream cheese or eggs
*Perfume/Cologne: perfume: For me i like Tommy Jeans or Escada- Sentiment for him- axe
Have You Ever
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*Given anyone a bath: yep
*Smoked: Yes
*Bungee jumped: No
*Broken the law: Yes
*Made yourself throw-up: tried
*Gone skinny dipping: no but it's something on my list
*Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: yes
*Eaten a dog biscuit: no
*Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no
*Loved someone that made you cry?: yes and I still do
*Played truth or dare: Yep
*Been in a physical fight: yes
*Been in a police car: no
*Been on a plane: yes
*Been in a sauna: yea
*Been in a hot tub: yep
*Swam in the ocean: yes
*Fallen asleep in school: no
*Broken someone's heart: yes
*Flashed someone: yes
*Lied: yes
*Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: yes
*Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes
*Saved e-mails: yes
*Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: no
*Done something you regret? yea
First Thing That Comes to Mind
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*Red: blood
*Blue: My Clothes
*Happy: Bryon
*Autumn: Leaves
*Cow: mmm steak
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*Your good luck charm: none
*Stupidest thing you have ever done? I have done a lot of stupid things
*Your most prized possession: Bryon (love of my life)
*Last thing you ate: soup
*Fave song right now: i have alot
things that have happened to you in the past year
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*Chicken pox: no
*Sore Throat: yes
*Cold: yes
*Stitches: no
*Bloody nose: never
*Crabs: NO
Do you
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*Believe in love at first sight: Yes and I am currently suffering from unrequited love of that person
*Enjoy parks: yes
*Like picnics: yes
*Like school: when I am around my friends
*What schools have you gone to: elementary, Jr. High, and High School
*Hate anyone: yes the people who think they are shit.
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*Who is the last person that called you: Bryon
* Who makes you laugh the most: Bryon
* Who makes you smile: Bryon
* Who can make you feel better no matter what: bryon
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*Do you like yourself?: no
*Do you get along with your family: hardly ever
*Do you do drugs: only when angry and depressed
*Color your hair?: yes
*Piercings below the waist?: No
*Stolen anything ever? yes
*Obsessive: loveing Bryon
*Compulsive: no
*Anorexic: should be
*Depressed? big time
*Suicidal?: sometimes
*what time is it now?: 7:37
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My All
BY:Mariah Carey
I'm thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight If it's wrong to love you Then my heart just won't let me be right Cause I've drowned in you And I won't pull through Without you by my side I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love, tonight Baby, can you feel me Imagining I'm looking in your eyes I can see you clearly Vividly emblazoned in my mind And yet, you are so far Like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight Give my all for your love tonight