Jan 06, 2005 22:49
why why why?I wonder this every
morning,in the afternoon,in my car when blasting spice girls...yes
spice girls they will never get old,in school when im leaning back in
the chair hoping it won't tip over and I will fall on my butt...yes has
happened before many times,I think about it when I'm rushing into cheer
practice late b/c I left my shoes in the car once agin,I think about it
when I'm on the computer checking my e-mail, wondering yes if that
letter will ever come for me.Ya I'm a dork, but theres no problem with
that,I am a dork b/c I spend an hour debating on what color flip flops
to wear,not on the color, but on the amount of glitter each on has.I am
a dork because when I like someone i forget that I'm looking at them
and it takes them to ask why I'm starring, and I have to make up
some lame excuse that I was just zoning...actually sweetie I wanna say
that I was looking right at you admiring everything u have no flaws
included,but no I'm way too much of a dork,I am a dork because I wish I
had glasses so it apears that I look smart,even though it does
nothing.I am a dork b/c i will laugh at a joke even if I don't get it
then I will be the last one laughing b/c I think my laugh is funny.I
also a dork b/c sometimes I just sit in barnes and noble to look for
intellectual guys, the smart guys, the ones that are so smart they
could write a research paper for me.Even though I am a dork, I gotta
say I do enjoy it.I don't have to care what people think of my actions,
b/c they have already stereo typed me into some kind of group.So that
gives me the right to be silly and crazy and not always act my age.It
gives me the right to go on the kiddie roller coasters in amusement
parks,or to go tping and when caught,not care b/c this is a typical
activitie of mine.I gotta say I LOVE BEING A DORK!!!