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Today
was great shopped all day, and got a new pair of shoes, that are soo
cute, and ya got a new purse.Soo i bought alot of my christmas presents
today, mainly for my family.But i also bought presents for some of my
friends soo exciting.So i found out cedar park plays next saturday up
in waco against lufkin, too bad i can't go, b/c i have to work and I
have the SATs to take, I'm soo nervous i hope I do well.Also tonight me
and chris went out for chinesse,good times,he actually paid, never had
a guy pay for me before, but ya good times.
My most exciting new I got accepted to Arizona State University,thank goodness, an out of texas state school, i figure when I leave I'm not coming back,an exception would be holidays and maybe summer,but when I leave i probally won't see alot of people, but when I come back hopefully i will have all my plastic surgery done with.ya I'm thinking about getting plastic surgery....my stomach,lower back area,inner thighs, and my face, and my boobs, and maybe the butt, soo basically its my whole body, i will come back a whole new person.
Thought of the day:
Why do i make things complicated, why do I always assume,I know it has alot to do with me but I can never find a relationship that i seem to like being in, or I never find the right guy to be with,I always worry about comapring up to the other girls they have in their life, like with bob, it was always that blond chick,then with patrick there was always cammie, and haley,and ya I hate having to worry if I'm good enough, and i always worry why guys would want to go out with me?Has anyone seen me lately, do i have to stick my face in a mirror or have them take a picture,for alot of peoples information, I'm not the most attractive girl, I barely make the list of beautiful people,which sometimes bothers me but, after a while you kind of get used to it, I'm not a 10 or even a 6,guys don't remeber me as being cute, they remeber me being that tall girl...ya it sucks, i just want for one time some guy to say that i'm beautiful, do u know how much that would make my day, may even make the rest of the year for me,i would still be smiling about it next christmas.
My most exciting new I got accepted to Arizona State University,thank goodness, an out of texas state school, i figure when I leave I'm not coming back,an exception would be holidays and maybe summer,but when I leave i probally won't see alot of people, but when I come back hopefully i will have all my plastic surgery done with.ya I'm thinking about getting plastic surgery....my stomach,lower back area,inner thighs, and my face, and my boobs, and maybe the butt, soo basically its my whole body, i will come back a whole new person.
Thought of the day:
Why do i make things complicated, why do I always assume,I know it has alot to do with me but I can never find a relationship that i seem to like being in, or I never find the right guy to be with,I always worry about comapring up to the other girls they have in their life, like with bob, it was always that blond chick,then with patrick there was always cammie, and haley,and ya I hate having to worry if I'm good enough, and i always worry why guys would want to go out with me?Has anyone seen me lately, do i have to stick my face in a mirror or have them take a picture,for alot of peoples information, I'm not the most attractive girl, I barely make the list of beautiful people,which sometimes bothers me but, after a while you kind of get used to it, I'm not a 10 or even a 6,guys don't remeber me as being cute, they remeber me being that tall girl...ya it sucks, i just want for one time some guy to say that i'm beautiful, do u know how much that would make my day, may even make the rest of the year for me,i would still be smiling about it next christmas.