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today was evan's last day of preschool. internally i was emotional that it was over. it's another milestone met and we continue to move forward. soon it will be "big kid's school." soccer season is also over and we are now full-swing into tball. it's great seeing them learn new things, but you know how i am, hard for me to accept how fast they are growing up. of course i say that and feel that but i am good about handling it. i am definately not one to be too overprotective or neurotic about the children. i think i am a good mom. i am on my last nerve though. they've been crazy lately...just normal i suppose. but james has been gone from before we get up until nearly 10 p.m. every day other than a half an hour for the afternoon or something. i am just going stir crazy w/out any help. ava the destroyer is constantly taking her water and pouring it everywhere or drawing on the walls or jumping off the couch. she is a monster;) and then everyone is like"oh she's so cute", which she is, but it's a good disguise for her mischeviousness. haha. she'll definately be the one i'll have to worry about. she's not burneded so much i can already tell w/ the overactive conscious evan and i have. anyway, they are wanting me so i must go. it's been a chatoic week...and tomorrow we take chloe to get her hair cut and a birthday party then leave to SE iowa where i've not been for quite some time to celebrate the hs graduation of 2 cousins. it will be a long drive and lots of people to visit, many whom i don't quite like, but oh well. ihope it goes well. my heart situation is unchanged. i see cardiologist june 13th or something like that. i am unsettled w/ all the waiting. there is a condition and a heart medication prescribed. but not a lot of answers/explanations. and i am one who needs information...i won't just take a pill cuz the dr hands it to me. so we'll see. ava is here now so HAVE to go. talk to you all later!