life as of oct '10

Oct 23, 2010 23:29

god damn its been a really fuckin long time.
im in new mexico right now, been thru cali, nevada, utah, colorado, arizona, and now here.
at a couch surfers pad.
fell in love with a girl before i left portland, and god damn, its fucking wonderful, except the fact that im not with her most of the time.
shes here now, visiting us and traveling with us for a minute, but she leaves in a couple days and it breaks my heart. i havent felt this happy in a relationship in so fucking long, and i havent been this inlove with someone in so fucking long. sigh, fuck.
i miss portland.
i miss my mom andmy niece, and my dad and brother. and all my friends, damn.
i cant wait to come back to portland, oddly enough (although this trip is FUCKING AMAZING), and have another wonderful house and live with my wonderful lady, and just be fucking happy as a clam.
life is wonderful.
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