*sigh*
I find myself today in Germany for one month.... Longer then I have ever been here before. But for some reason I am all EH and boried. As fun as parting sounds all the time.... some times it really sucks tto just sit there and drink and have no clue what everyone is saying all the time. All I do is sit and think. I mean I can sit at home and think and drink. I just want to understand... I mean I really want my friends to be by me weither it be here or there. I am having fun here I erally am... I don´t feel I am done here yet, it isn´t my time to go home yet, and I know that and except it. I just want to understand what people are saying without some one having to translate all the time. Liek there is this guy Markus right... He is such a totally cool friend... and we can just barely understand eachother. And that is the same with most everyone here. I mean there is a good number of people taht do understand but still it just isn´t the same. I can´t even talk in full sentences... I have to talk with little words and stuff. I feel like a 2 year old. Well I gotta go cause I really just want to think... Check you people.