Mar 07, 2006 20:22
Ich wollte nur ein bisschen sagen... und wenn du ein gut freundin bist dann du findst raus was ich sage.... so ja... alles ist nicht so klar mit mir aber, kann gar nichts für, weißt du? aber ich hoffe das alles geht bald besser....
so yeah, I needed to explain a little there, für all those people that don´t speak english... but it is all good. I am doing well... not the best in the world but shit happens right... i just hate how everythign always has to happen at one time. I have been so lost in my thoughts the past few days, that I didn´t even party this weekend I stayed at home, a just thought about stuff... what the hell. And then I talk to my mom and now I am so totally not even here anymore... I just hope that everything turns out good...
cause my head hurts, and the only person that I really wanna talk to is danielle. but i am afraid that she is mad at me, cause she hasn´t emailed back... and I have had close to knwo time to call. I mean I knwo I sta at home all weekend and thoguht about everything, but I was so lost in myself that I didin´t even realize the weekend was over till my alerm rang monday morning telling me work is about to start. I mean I was so lost in thought that for hte irst time in years I went a whole 3 days without even listenign to music... and music is my life.... and now I can´t find any music that can make me relax... But I jsut wish I could talk to her... If you read this danielle, I love you hun, i hope you are not mad at me.. check you all... Jo