stupid Brittany Spears
Well recently the whole body image thing has come to haunt me once more!! i have gained about 20 punds in the last year becuase of depression and having nothing to do which sucks and i hate it so much!!! when i get stressed out i eat and i eat and i eat!!!!!! and then i cat stop eating and i dont know why it is just comfort food!! it is really bad but at least i am not making my self throw up or anything!! also i put on my bathing suit today to tan and then it hit me i was getting fat and i started to cry and i hate it, ugggggg...... i am going to the gym tomorow that is it!
mabye after this cookie and ciggrette.
but the only thing that really makes me happy is Andy and i like him so much for that! even if he has problems with remembering to call me to let me know what is up which was a reason for most of my stress today, he can make it up to me later and he better but other wise :) he rocks my world.
Arielle
mabye after this cookie and ciggrette.
but the only thing that really makes me happy is Andy and i like him so much for that! even if he has problems with remembering to call me to let me know what is up which was a reason for most of my stress today, he can make it up to me later and he better but other wise :) he rocks my world.
Arielle