Thank You India, Thank You Providence, Thank You Disillusionment...
Happy Turkey Day!
In the spirit of Turkey Day, I hope you all got the chance to stuff yourselves to your heart's delight. =] I did.
I have some messages for some peoplez...
To Emily Kathleen McGreevy:
I ♥ you. You made my eighth grade year awesome. And I'm sorry I'm so totally stealing your idea which by the way is awesome. I'm so glad we became best friends. And I'm definitely planning to go to your Christmas Party. But, I still have to convince my parents on a couple of things, but I'm pretty sure I'll be going. Sorry I haven't called you but parents... mer. I shall call tomorrow from me cousin's party.
To Pia Bernadette Dizon:
I ♥ you too. Although you are telling the truth on how we're growing apart because I'm in Band, I'm so glad I've known you so long. I hope we can get hella close again. By the way, you better not get yourself grounded out of Emily's parrrtyyy. And also, you better join Track so I won't be alone in 1st period French because of Winter Colorguard. By the way, sorry I didn't pick up today. I was at the mall.
To Amanda Henessey:
Well I'd write something if you actually had a chance of reading it.
To Teresa Brusie:
I really miss you. Bunches. I hope your mom gets off your back soon.
To Kristi Aioni:
I really miss you too and I hope things get better for you. Soon.
I've been listening to this song all while I've been writing this and it sorta reminds me of Thanksgiving in a weird... very weird way.
How about getting off of these antibiotics
How about stopping eating when I'm filled up
How about them transparent dangling carrots
How about that ever elusive kudo
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How about me not blaming you for everything
How about me enjoying the moment for once
How about how good it feels to finally forgive you
How about grieving it all one at a time
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down
How about no longer being masochistic
How about remembering your divinity
How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How about not equating death with stopping
Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence
P.S. For those who read through the lyrics, I'm planning to have a big movie day I think on December 9. (I can't have a movie night because I have competition the next day. Ohhh Sadnness.) Plan on it y'allz.
P.S.S. I'm getting braces soon. Aghh!!! Must go eat whole fruit!! Oh that's going to be funny. What colors should I get my braces?