Marcus William Modisette
R.I.P Marcus...I love you man, forever Ill remember you, and what you meant to me. We havent been as close the last 2 years or so...but I thought it would be over soon, and it would all go back to normal. Instead, youve been taken farther away from me, farther than I could ever imagine. But, in a way, it brings us closer than ever as well..
I wont hear your voice, or see your face, but Ill still have you in my mind; in my memories. As I write this I dont know what happened, but I pray youre in a better place. I wouldnt wish you anywhere but right where you were yesterday. The little we seen of each other lately was the happiest I had ever seen you. Graduation was a lifetime goal of yours, and to see you fall short for any reason, especially death, breaks my heart. To see your life end does the same to my spirit.
People always told me that losing someone is near unbareable. You were only 21 years old, and yesterday you believed you would live till 100. I know because you told me..."think in like 80 years...I bet we are still doin the same shit we are doing today. Football, school, and work...I wouldnt have it any other way.."
I don't know if or when Ill cry, but it cant be tonite. I know if I do, it will just bring the reality of it all, which will scare me to death. I still cant believe you are gone, Its like the only way I could believe it is to hear it from you yourself...ironically the last thing that could ever happen..
Goodbye, "LaMarc", you wont be forgotten. While you are up there, put in a good word for meh with god...tell him Im sorry..he'll know what you are talking about..
I wont hear your voice, or see your face, but Ill still have you in my mind; in my memories. As I write this I dont know what happened, but I pray youre in a better place. I wouldnt wish you anywhere but right where you were yesterday. The little we seen of each other lately was the happiest I had ever seen you. Graduation was a lifetime goal of yours, and to see you fall short for any reason, especially death, breaks my heart. To see your life end does the same to my spirit.
People always told me that losing someone is near unbareable. You were only 21 years old, and yesterday you believed you would live till 100. I know because you told me..."think in like 80 years...I bet we are still doin the same shit we are doing today. Football, school, and work...I wouldnt have it any other way.."
I don't know if or when Ill cry, but it cant be tonite. I know if I do, it will just bring the reality of it all, which will scare me to death. I still cant believe you are gone, Its like the only way I could believe it is to hear it from you yourself...ironically the last thing that could ever happen..
Goodbye, "LaMarc", you wont be forgotten. While you are up there, put in a good word for meh with god...tell him Im sorry..he'll know what you are talking about..