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okay havent updated in a long time......
-got pushed into a lake and lost my glasses
-got an ulcer this month from drinking and too much asprin
-miom had 7 puppiesthere now three weeks old, the runt died so she has 6 now
-I still love and miss Jonathan but wont talk to him on account that he hates me -_-
-got a staph infection in my knee that got to my joint and couldent walk good for a week without hella pain.
-sold all of dogs puppies
-smoked pot everyday this month
- have one on road left till i can get my licence and the closest apointment they had was July 22 so that means i wont get my licence till august. >_< PISSED!!!!!!
-yes my room is still clean and organized going on three months of cleanleness now. ^_^
-Want to die
-very depressed this month
-went and seen jimmie and the babie and went swimming in his new pool (the things huge)
-got a hippie skirt and a big peace sign necklace
-went to the doctors last week and i dropped more weight ^_^
-can start to feel my bones in my bones in my face hands ect. from weight loss
-i now get my nails done every two weeks, becouse i am working on becoming a plastic THANKS!
-got alotta nice new clothes this month (thaNKS momma)
-said "i reckon" and, "you ought not done that to yer boi" like 1000 times this month
- i am now a true gangsta thanks too Grand theft auto SanAndreas !LOVE FOR DA GROVE!
-i now play video games all day and i am really good ^_^
-Dave moved out of Ambers
- i chill with Amber everyday now !GANGSTA!
-i love being a pot head (for now)
-did i mention that i still love Jon and cant fucking stop thinking about him or get over it but no i dont cry on the outside anymore. >_<
-Can kick anyones ass at all video games (except for Nik)
-i walk everyday even if its only to the store and back (gotta get that Sobe Adrenilane)
-trying to get my life in order before looking for a new boyfriend
-getting my GED done before Sept. or else you cant shoot me.
-Thank you for the comment on myspace Ashley i miss you sweetheart, love your new pic your still as beautiful as ever!!
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
-no i have Green eyes
-got pushed into a lake and lost my glasses
-got an ulcer this month from drinking and too much asprin
-miom had 7 puppiesthere now three weeks old, the runt died so she has 6 now
-I still love and miss Jonathan but wont talk to him on account that he hates me -_-
-got a staph infection in my knee that got to my joint and couldent walk good for a week without hella pain.
-sold all of dogs puppies
-smoked pot everyday this month
- have one on road left till i can get my licence and the closest apointment they had was July 22 so that means i wont get my licence till august. >_< PISSED!!!!!!
-yes my room is still clean and organized going on three months of cleanleness now. ^_^
-Want to die
-very depressed this month
-went and seen jimmie and the babie and went swimming in his new pool (the things huge)
-got a hippie skirt and a big peace sign necklace
-went to the doctors last week and i dropped more weight ^_^
-can start to feel my bones in my bones in my face hands ect. from weight loss
-i now get my nails done every two weeks, becouse i am working on becoming a plastic THANKS!
-got alotta nice new clothes this month (thaNKS momma)
-said "i reckon" and, "you ought not done that to yer boi" like 1000 times this month
- i am now a true gangsta thanks too Grand theft auto SanAndreas !LOVE FOR DA GROVE!
-i now play video games all day and i am really good ^_^
-Dave moved out of Ambers
- i chill with Amber everyday now !GANGSTA!
-i love being a pot head (for now)
-did i mention that i still love Jon and cant fucking stop thinking about him or get over it but no i dont cry on the outside anymore. >_<
-Can kick anyones ass at all video games (except for Nik)
-i walk everyday even if its only to the store and back (gotta get that Sobe Adrenilane)
-trying to get my life in order before looking for a new boyfriend
-getting my GED done before Sept. or else you cant shoot me.
-Thank you for the comment on myspace Ashley i miss you sweetheart, love your new pic your still as beautiful as ever!!
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
-no i have Green eyes