home
and very fucked up.
i am currently exTREMEly fucked up. on a certain drug i dont feel like saying right now. anyways. i tried it for the first time...4 days ago? maybe 5. i think 4 tho. anywyas i have done it (and not any tiny amount of it each time either...) everyday since then. and tomorrow night after work ill be doing it again.
ok my body is telling me to get the hell off the computer. my eyes just keep shutting and what not. and my fingers are moving really slowly. *le tear*
but yeah it is WAY good to be HOME with awesome friends and one hell of an amazing boyfriend. his ex made me worried for a little while with always calling him and texting him, but guesss its natural. but im okay with it now, because i know in my heart i can trust him, and thereforeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yeah that was my body passing out for two minutes while sitting up.
anyways. i love him so much. so far this break has been awesome.
♥ ben ♥
i am currently exTREMEly fucked up. on a certain drug i dont feel like saying right now. anyways. i tried it for the first time...4 days ago? maybe 5. i think 4 tho. anywyas i have done it (and not any tiny amount of it each time either...) everyday since then. and tomorrow night after work ill be doing it again.
ok my body is telling me to get the hell off the computer. my eyes just keep shutting and what not. and my fingers are moving really slowly. *le tear*
but yeah it is WAY good to be HOME with awesome friends and one hell of an amazing boyfriend. his ex made me worried for a little while with always calling him and texting him, but guesss its natural. but im okay with it now, because i know in my heart i can trust him, and thereforeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yeah that was my body passing out for two minutes while sitting up.
anyways. i love him so much. so far this break has been awesome.
♥ ben ♥