Oct 18, 2004 17:02
This won't be very long at all. I'm so very tired, and I still have two more days of work and then one day off and then back at work on Thursday for some overtime. I'm trying to work all of the overtime I can where I can move the hell out of here. I have no idea what's going with Lyndz and I =/ I'm SO wanting to move there and don't get me wrong, it'd be awesome to live with her and Brett..but..I don't do the "couple" thing :(:(:( I've been around it with Samantha and Steve and it just isn't cool. I'm sure I'd like date and shit out there but it's definitely not the same, you know? I LOVE YOU, BEST FRIEND. We'll figure something out. Maybe I can just move there and get a place of my own? I hate this city and I hate my job. IT'S A PERFECT IDEA. Glad to know you're safe in Ontario though <33
Daniel called earlier..he work me up telling me to call him later tonight on my second break, I was pretty shocked. We haven't talked in three days and the three days before that we were fighting the whole time. Only for the simple fact he needs to make up his mind. I'm not gonna be the "other woman" just like I wasn't with someone else. I told him it'd be his choice if he breaks up with Autumn and we wouldn't be back together, not at first at least. For one, I have someone else's name on me and he wants THAT covered up before anything, and then I wouldn't want to be back together right away because I would want to see if he's truly over her or not. It's so confusing. I hate these messes. And before all of you go off thinking it's wrong of me to talk to him, he was my first at everything. He was my best friend for 5 years.I mean he DID take my virginity. I'm not doing anything wrong if we're just friends and he makes the choice to end it with her. It's not like we'll be back together soon. I don't know, we'll see what happens.
This is longer than I wanted. SEE YA.