May 30, 2005 09:23
****idk what you call it but were takeing a break right now, well as he says it " its not officaly over just for now"
It finally happened, i dont know what to do.....i am sitting here crying right now and i can't stop......O well
iI don't know what to do......I am just so lost in words right now
Here's the e mail he sent :
listen its not that i dont love you, because i really do love you with
all
my heart..its just..i dont think i have the time to have a girlfreind
right
now, being on tour, having a son, it puts alot of pressure on the both
of
us, and i just tihnk it would be better for us to take a break at least
until i finsh tour. because it breaks my heart that i cant be talking
to you
as much as i should be. But i dont want you to start crying or
anything and
think that you did sometihng wrong, because i promise you on all that
is
holy you were not the cause to this. I PROMISE!! it pretty much just is
the
distance and time. honestly i didnt relaly want to get to attached to
you
b/c i knew something like this would happen, but i fell in love....and
now
im hurting you b/c im a selfish loser. Im really sorry..but this wont
be
forever...i promise. I hope we can still tlak and be freinds, i will
come
back to you..when the time opens. I love you Sarah so much! please dont
let
this change your views on things, b/c its not officaly over just for
now. I
love you forever
love with my heart
Ryan