Jun 23, 2005 00:24
Well my life still sucks if you ask me. From the outside looking in, it looks like I have it made. Guys try to talk to me all the time but I try to resist. In a way I'm glad Brittany and I are cool again because we've known each other since we were babies and we can't let stupid shit get in between us. Well everyone that knows me well knows that I'm close to my Uncle Jason and I love him very much. He means a lot to me and now that he's getting married I feel like I'm losing him. We don't reallytalk a lot like we use to plus he's always with his girl or working. I'm mad because the girl he is supposed to marry is too much into material things for my blood. She expects him to get her Tiffany braclets and diamond tennis braclets too. Plus she said when she has kids she's gonna stop working so I'm praying that he doesn't get her pregnant. Since I don't approve of of their marriage I don't want to go to the wedding but my uncle wants me to be a bride'smaid and I can't turn him down but I can't say I wanna do it plus I don't want to wear a silver dress. If she changes the color and makes sure it's sexy I just might do it. But I know the photos won't be good because I won't be smiling and they better not ask whether or not anyone objects to the marriage because I just might say something.Can't really say I'm happy. I only have one uncle and he's slipping away from me and there's nothing I can do about it. Any way I wanna thank my buddy Steven for getting me that Bugs Bunny from Six Flags(You're the Best).