Oct 25, 2005 03:57
So yeah, I've been thinking a lot, and I need money, a whole bunch of money.
There's just too much stuff right now that I want to do that requires money, and me not working. All I'd need is like a year, and I could fulfill all of these things, but alas reality sets in.
Crap crap crap.
Was watching motorcycle mania 3 today, and really want to ride through mexico now.
I should start working on my bike, but you know, pops has himself a case of the ol' busy's lately. Darn.
I realized something a couple days ago too when talking to somebody... even when a part of me wants to be just totally fucked up and mean, and I'd have every right to be... I still can't bring myself to do it. Is that a good or bad thing? I suppose as far as karma is concerned, I still have the intent, although I never went through with the desire. Soooo good or bad? It's a lose lose, I got fucked over, and now I have bad feelings, but also feel bad.
lose lose lose situation.
Well, that's me, a big softie when it comes to someone else in distress.