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I know I don't post here often. I tend to read and comment more then anything else. Also to keep up with my online buddies
I don't really rant or rave or bitch and someone told me I should this is the place for it and to open my LJ to all not just friends so more people could respond.
I probably will do that in the near future
Until then.........I am having some surgery tomorrow, and three weeks from that date roughly, another surgery( different issue from the 1st one)
Not writing this for well wishes or prayers or anything like that ( though they are always welcome and appreciated muchly) just writing to let it out say it out loud in text the frustration of being ill and knowing that there is no cure and the fact that I wake up daily to pain at times wears one done on all front. Knowing that the only people who truly understand are the one who are hurting like oneself. The fact that I will be always with some kind of pain regardless of the level is a hard pill to deal with but deal with it I must.
To all of you out there appreciate your families, your friends and appreciate that you wake up healthy, that you wake up even if you are ill, knowing in the fact this will past and soon you will be feeling all better
That is a true gift from nature and life, majority of the time you will get over what is ailing you to move on with your lives and your families
I don't have that luxury and have to deal with it the best way I know how. I am fortunate I feel, it could be worse much worse. One has to find a silver lining, for the alternative is a black hole that one might never get out of , and once free from that hole gets toss back in if one is not fortunate enough to hold on to the sides.
Be grateful for that cold, that cut on your finger, that bruise knee and so on, for it will heal and it will pass
For the rest of us, hold on tight
The road is bumpy and long and narrow, but it is doable
I don't really rant or rave or bitch and someone told me I should this is the place for it and to open my LJ to all not just friends so more people could respond.
I probably will do that in the near future
Until then.........I am having some surgery tomorrow, and three weeks from that date roughly, another surgery( different issue from the 1st one)
Not writing this for well wishes or prayers or anything like that ( though they are always welcome and appreciated muchly) just writing to let it out say it out loud in text the frustration of being ill and knowing that there is no cure and the fact that I wake up daily to pain at times wears one done on all front. Knowing that the only people who truly understand are the one who are hurting like oneself. The fact that I will be always with some kind of pain regardless of the level is a hard pill to deal with but deal with it I must.
To all of you out there appreciate your families, your friends and appreciate that you wake up healthy, that you wake up even if you are ill, knowing in the fact this will past and soon you will be feeling all better
That is a true gift from nature and life, majority of the time you will get over what is ailing you to move on with your lives and your families
I don't have that luxury and have to deal with it the best way I know how. I am fortunate I feel, it could be worse much worse. One has to find a silver lining, for the alternative is a black hole that one might never get out of , and once free from that hole gets toss back in if one is not fortunate enough to hold on to the sides.
Be grateful for that cold, that cut on your finger, that bruise knee and so on, for it will heal and it will pass
For the rest of us, hold on tight
The road is bumpy and long and narrow, but it is doable