thought you should know
im sorry about the other night. alot of stuff i said was a lie. i didnt smoke a pack of cigarettes, but i did have a few. i said i care nothing about you. that was a small lie. i care how you are, but i dont concern myself with it. it doesnt make a difference to me. i wasnt lying when i said i dont love you anymore. i mean that. really. im sorry for swearing so much.
as for me... ive been out every night. ive been going to bell bottoms. you might have heard about last night... if you didnt... dont ask.... it was crazy. i was really late, so thats why im in tonight. ive made new friends, and hang out with old friends. i hang out with justin b alot, and jeremy philips and this big dude matt. i went to the movies. i beat monster rancher. i work more. i asked a girl out this weekend, but she has a boyfriend. now that me and you arent together, you have time for yourself to do what you want, so you better not be sitting on the computer all day every day.
i still think about you. not for very long, and not often, but from time to time when i go to bed and have time to think, i think of you. some bad thoughts, some happy memories.
i thought you might like to know about this stuff, and i wanted to apologize for the way things ended. im not trying to be friends and im not asking for any response. i dont want one. i wrote this on LJ because its too long for a text message. i didnt want to call.
i just wanted to tell you all this so you wouldnt worry about me, and so you wouldnt think i hate you, but know that i dont love you anymore. better closure i guess.
good bye forever.
as for me... ive been out every night. ive been going to bell bottoms. you might have heard about last night... if you didnt... dont ask.... it was crazy. i was really late, so thats why im in tonight. ive made new friends, and hang out with old friends. i hang out with justin b alot, and jeremy philips and this big dude matt. i went to the movies. i beat monster rancher. i work more. i asked a girl out this weekend, but she has a boyfriend. now that me and you arent together, you have time for yourself to do what you want, so you better not be sitting on the computer all day every day.
i still think about you. not for very long, and not often, but from time to time when i go to bed and have time to think, i think of you. some bad thoughts, some happy memories.
i thought you might like to know about this stuff, and i wanted to apologize for the way things ended. im not trying to be friends and im not asking for any response. i dont want one. i wrote this on LJ because its too long for a text message. i didnt want to call.
i just wanted to tell you all this so you wouldnt worry about me, and so you wouldnt think i hate you, but know that i dont love you anymore. better closure i guess.
good bye forever.