Lets see...
I had something good going with someone, I don't think anyone really knew about it, but it was great. But then I was foolish and left it alone, sort of, to flirt. Flirting gets you no where but confused. See you want to know what happend.
The first time i saw nick, i honestly fell for him, why I dont know it just kind of happend. I mean I flirted with him all the time, those of you have seen us together, like before not know, would know that's how it was. And I honestly thought something was going to happen. But then he started going out with ashlee, I guess i was hurt, but Nick had no idea i even liked him then so...::shrugs:: what can you do. Anyhow, I tried thinking of Nick as just a friend and it was working.
Then Trace came along me and him flirted as well. I guess i'm a flirt ::shrugs:: Anyways so then he told me he liked me. I was blind the whole time and didn't realise it till he told me. So i put my cards out on the table and I offered to give him a chance, even though he told me...he wasn't the commiting type. I was rejected (Right trace) So then I'm reading over journals right, and I read that he is thinking about giving Jailbait a chance (no offence to all you jailbaiters that are reading this) WHAT THE FUCK? ::looks extremly confused and lost:: But fine, I knew from the start me and Trace weren't going to happen so I don't know why it bothered me.
So when Nick found out that I had something going for trace, (which most people said I wanted to "bone him") He said some things to me and I began to think about them. And if you know me you know I HATE admiting when other people were right, but I told him he was. I don't realise things when they are right infront of me. So last night, I finally admited to Nick that I liked him...::Bites timidly on bottom lip:: was that the right thing to do, i'm beginning to think NO...because now it seems like me and him aren't even friends...
So then i talked to Trace earlier today, we came to the conclusion that i was rejected and neither of us were hurt. ::sighs:: if i wasn't hurt would I be writing this entry? ::Shrugs:: oh well no-one said life or love was fair.
*_*Jessie*_*
I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you
Your breath on my face your warm, gentle kiss I taste the truth, I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more
[CHORUS]
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the on who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore
And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this
[CHORUS]
Oh, baby
I can't fight this feeling anymore(anymore)
Drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name and take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command(command)?
Yeah
[CHORUS]
Oh yeah
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah
I wanna be, I wanna be
[Repeats]