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Hey.. its bin a little while..time to update
SO thursday i had this crazy mental break down and it just hit me like randomly and it hurt soooo bad. I felt like Life is playing with me, using me showing me bits and pieces of the future and takin it away just as fast. Like everytime im with him it is PURE BLISS i love him soooo soooooo sooooooooo much and like all my problems melt in his arms. I can talk to him about my life and not be afraid that he'll judge me. Hes the one guy i know will not judge me and fully understand what im going through but then its like we are apart and even though i know hes there in heart and hes thinkin about me its like all my problems hit me like 2xs harder. I dont want to be with anyone else. I refuse to be with anyone else he is my soul mate mah lover for lyfe... I just need this last 1 1/2 to go by very quickly.
I r eally have nothi nto say except corey maurice alexander is mah fucking life. I have never bin soooo happy! Yestereday we were cuddling at work and he kept tickling me first with his hands then with his beard on mah neck and then he held me close to him and he was like i have never bin this happy in my life i want to hold you this close to me all night. I love that man.
This is on mah voice mail: This is how i feel about corey.
It's true love
When you say I need me like the way i need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we not around each other
we don't want to be alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just belive me truthfully cause
Love is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
SO thursday i had this crazy mental break down and it just hit me like randomly and it hurt soooo bad. I felt like Life is playing with me, using me showing me bits and pieces of the future and takin it away just as fast. Like everytime im with him it is PURE BLISS i love him soooo soooooo sooooooooo much and like all my problems melt in his arms. I can talk to him about my life and not be afraid that he'll judge me. Hes the one guy i know will not judge me and fully understand what im going through but then its like we are apart and even though i know hes there in heart and hes thinkin about me its like all my problems hit me like 2xs harder. I dont want to be with anyone else. I refuse to be with anyone else he is my soul mate mah lover for lyfe... I just need this last 1 1/2 to go by very quickly.
I r eally have nothi nto say except corey maurice alexander is mah fucking life. I have never bin soooo happy! Yestereday we were cuddling at work and he kept tickling me first with his hands then with his beard on mah neck and then he held me close to him and he was like i have never bin this happy in my life i want to hold you this close to me all night. I love that man.
This is on mah voice mail: This is how i feel about corey.
It's true love
When you say I need me like the way i need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we not around each other
we don't want to be alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just belive me truthfully cause
Love is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life