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Friday was so sad. I actually didn't think I'd cry at all, but Thursday night when I was writing in Lizzie's leaving book I just burst into tears and couldn't stop, it kinda hit me that people were actually leaving and our time at seniors school was actually ending. Then on Friday I got a bit teary-eyed when we were singing Amazing Grace in assembly, but as soon as we started singing the school song I just couldn't hold it in, and looking around the room so many people were crying and that just made me cry even more. Then me and Jolene were just in hysterics after assembly, we were half laughing half sobbing!! It's like the end of an era.... I've hated Old Palace with a passion since I've been there, but I've had some of the best times of my life there and met some of the most amazing people I'll ever know and that's why it's so sad that some of them are leaving and things are going to be so different next year. I used to say I couldn't wait till the end of compulsory education, I hated being forced to be in a place where I didn't wana be... but now that it's over, I really don't want it to be, I don't wana grow up, I just wana stay a kid with no responsibilities forever. I don't wana go to 6th form next year without the people who are leaving, I can't imagine not seeing Lizzie and Kat every day because they're two of the bestest friends I've ever had in my life and I don't want them to change at their new schools. *sigh*
Anyway, I broke my dad's camera on Friday and had a big spaz attack so instead of having fun in Croydon afterschool and going to the water fight, I went to every repair shop in Croydon and took the tram all the way to Currys to try and get it fixed, but it cost a ridiculous amount of money wherever I went so I ended up just calling him in tears and saying how sorry I was and he was really nice about it :) aww i love my daddy.
I couldn't actually cry at all after the assembly, not even at the end of the day when everyone else was because it didn't feel real, but when me and Kat got off the bus I said "this is the last time we're walking down the road together" and she just started crying, I couldn't at first but when I saw her go into her house I started crying too and couldn't stop.
But anyway I'll stop talking about sad things now. I was good and did lots of revision yesterday :) And am planning to do lots more today. I'm so good.
xxx
Anyway, I broke my dad's camera on Friday and had a big spaz attack so instead of having fun in Croydon afterschool and going to the water fight, I went to every repair shop in Croydon and took the tram all the way to Currys to try and get it fixed, but it cost a ridiculous amount of money wherever I went so I ended up just calling him in tears and saying how sorry I was and he was really nice about it :) aww i love my daddy.
I couldn't actually cry at all after the assembly, not even at the end of the day when everyone else was because it didn't feel real, but when me and Kat got off the bus I said "this is the last time we're walking down the road together" and she just started crying, I couldn't at first but when I saw her go into her house I started crying too and couldn't stop.
But anyway I'll stop talking about sad things now. I was good and did lots of revision yesterday :) And am planning to do lots more today. I'm so good.
xxx