Dec 05, 2005 00:48
so im sitting here by myself not being able to go to sleep wondering why. kelly clarkson and green day are on tv and i like them. im really burnt out i dont want to do anything ever. im really really thirsty. looking back on 2005 and the past semester it becomes really depressing. i feel that ive become disconnected with you all. i dunno im sorry. it really scares me to think that we all might not have another complete summer together. the reason i think this is that i might get a job out of town this summer. who knows tho. i dont know why def leopard is on tv. they sucked back in the 80s. their claim to fame was that the drummer had one arm. which really isnt something to brag about. boom.... boom.... boom... WE ROCK! im in a crappy mood. i need this semester to be over. i need to go home and think about nothing. i need to listen to chrismas music and cruise around the shenango valley. as sucky as i remember it, i miss it so much. i want to go sled riding. i want to play mario kart. sucks that thats the hilight of my semester. playing mario kart. although it was an amazing time. i ate a whole medium pizza from papa johns by myself in one sitting tonight. i dont want to move. i hate being worried about things. constantly stressed. and thirsty. whatever. i guess it really doesnt matter. i really liked mr & mrs smith. i thought it was funny. thats how much of a loser i have become. id rather listen to nickelback and play my wwe wrestling game rather than go to a party and meet people. girls suck. i suck. school sucks. danny bonaduchi sucks. how can he, kristin from laguna beach and fallout boy be famous and im not. i think im funnier and more fucked up than danny, have a more interesting life than kristin and can play the guitar better than fallout boy, and thats not saying much. life sucks. def leopard sucks. they are currently on tv playing pour some sugar on me. if im not mistaken its been over 10 years since that song was a hit. im thirsty.