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i fucking give up.
i want to move away. i want to go down south and be happy in the warm weather and not have to worry about anything.
i don't even want to take anything with me that would remind me of this god forsaken place.
i'm tired of school. even though we just started back. the prices of books, selling books, racist black teachers.. . .and just everything else in between.
i'm tired of all guys. except for nick. simply because he's nice to me and doesn't tell me the bad things about me. but the thing is. he's my friend. not even potential dating material. i'm tired of someone simply being a douche bag. over nothing.
i'm tired of being a girl. this whole fucking period thing is overrated. where is the on/off switch? i'm not ready to have kids yet. so for now can't i just turn it off and later turn it on when i actually NEED IT?!
i want to tear my ovaries out of my body. because i have cramps so bad i want to just kill myself.
oh and what's this new thing w/ everyone, i guess i'm not allowed to be bitchy around my period? guys and girls need to kiss my ass. because plain and simple yall already know i'm a bitch when i'm on my period. stay away from me if you don't want to deal with it. or don't be an asshole and make it worse.
i have to go work on a paper.
brittney anne