i don't want this night to end. . why does it have to end. . .
i've been busy lately! working a lot.. . . but it's all worth it because of the pay check . . =D
i closed monday, tuesday, and i close tonight. last night i hung out with the boy toy =) it was pretty sweet. he was in his boxers. . practically naked lol. he told me i had to be nice to him because he nearly died the night before. but that's not my fault. he was such a cuddler last night, he was holding onto me like he'd never see me again. . and kept calling me shnookums and all of his other gay little names he likes to make up for me. lol
it's ok though because i do love him. he tried making me watch american history x for like the 50 millionth time but i refused to. . .so we watched four brothers. it confused me and i'm not sure why. =/ lol blonde moment??
i have to go into work sometime today but i can't go in until my dad gets home from work. . .
billy called me and woke me up at freaking 9:30 because he was on his way to work and told me i had to get up. but i didn't. i just went back to sleep after i got off the phone with him =)
[right now he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cus she can't shoot whiskey] -- carrie underwood rocks my soccckss!
anyway. . .i'm gonna' finish getting ready and go into work i guess.. . =/
chicago on friday. =) i'm going to miss my baby though =( but we'll have tons of fuuun!
<3 brittney anne
[[lately nothing i do ever seems to please you. maybe turning my back would be that much easier. cause hurtful words are all that we exchange. but i can't watch you walk away. could i forget about the way it feels to touch you? and all about the good times that we've been through? could i wake up without you every day? would i let you walk away?
no i can't learn to live without. and i can't give up on us now. oh i know i could say we're through and tell myself i'm over you. but even if i made a vow i'd promise not to miss you now. . .i'd try to hide the truth inside. . .but baby i , i just can't live a lie.]]