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i woke up this mourning in incredable pain like imobilizing pain aw it sucked so bad it took me 10 mins just to be able to stand up i didnt wanna tell dawn again that my knee hurts cause i complain to much yesterday was not so good of a day i caught wind of dawn maybe getting piss drunk with her friend "sighs" but theres nuthing i can say to her so ill hide my feelings but i care for you dawn just know that i wont get mad at you just dissapointed and if ur gonna do that stuff just make sure its with peole you trust and wont do anything to you aww im such a bitch dickhead b/f i shouldnt be in her buiness on what she wants to do its just i care about her anyway i left school early to go to the docters he said i might have a fractured knee and so then i got x-rays taken and i just have to wait and see what will happen i might need a cast hopefully not before sun *smiles slightly* i missed dawn today when i left so i came down early so i could see her shes so perfect and awsome i love her to death we usally are talking on the phone at night latley ive fallen asleep on her but the nights i dont i lye there on my bed just thinking of how much i am in love with this girl when shes sleeping i think of how much i miss her and want to be with her ive never had this feeling and its great i never wanna lose it and im afraid if i spill my guts out ill scare her or something stupied like i did before to her i was so in pieces and im afraid if it happenes again ill lose my life but ill never end what we have going not for anything aw im writing so much theres just a lot on my mind like usally anyway i cant belive things are this good in my life and its all because of dawn being with me shes such an awsome person awww im in love and its not a temperary love its one that will allways stay i was talking to casey today about relationships "weve been doing that alot lol" and i asked him if he would be my best man at my wedding and he said yes and then he asked if i would marry dawn and i said thats why i asked you then he asked me to be his and i said i would for him its amazing how i talk now about getting married and haveing a life together ive never done that before and it feels so right to me well im gonna go now i love you dawn bye hun