woopty woo dah
so officially monday my sisters are both sixteen. Absolutely insane.
Jesus, and im 21 this year.
yeah so last week my dad got kicked out of the house because he is an alcoholic and hits and touches my little sister. lovely, right. That should have been dealt with eight years ago but instead they all called me a liar and said i fucked up my family. and then suddenly without my involvement the same exact thing happens again?! im amused but tickled that i ended up in therapy school for three years.
i really gotta move on.
murray visited...was supposed to move in but shit happened with his family...and he had to leave...instead of sitting down and talking to me...he straight up left while i was at work. hes a pussy. i was silly for believing he was more than that. hes just a bitch ass. i cant believe it. Urgh people.
But im over it...i went shopping...thats my new drug since i rarely do shit anymore.
i went to hillsdale.
hillsdale is less entertaining without nona. bath and body works has changed so much. i cant believe it. they have so much new stuff, nicer stuff too. i dont even want to go in there. ill spend all my money in there. if only i hadnt grown out of stealing, right?! i went to nordstroms too....i can actually go back now....but like i said...its different when you have old memories. i just need to make new ones. i went and bought mac make up. spent like 40 bucks. went to forever 21, yeayuh.
so i finally got my tongue pierced. all this bullshit going on...i just got to ignore it and not let it bother me...entertain myself and move on with my cool life. i love my tongue though. its awesome.
I am going back to school in august. i am actually going to take my future seriously. its not about pissing my parents off anmyore and proving points. thats always gotten in the way of my success, and if i wait any longer, ill have wasted all my chances. im ready to get it goin. i also have to pay for it so shit, i gotta do it and do it good.
see you all around. xoxo