Jan 29, 2006 23:05
My boyfriend works his ass off and I just don't appreciate him enough at all. He is going to school full time, and need I say he is taking the hardest math classes ever, plus he works 40 hours a week (programmer). All of the things he does totally and completely wears him out mentally because both school and work cause him to study and think really hard. I couldn't imagine going to school full time and working full time as well. I just don't know how he does it, be he does it. I should be kissing his feet for all the things he does for me, but now, instead I'm selfish and I act like I am so busy and I have so much to do. Mind you, I do have 5 classes that I'm working on, but none of that is even close to the stuff he has to do on a daily basis, plus most of the weekend. I really don't appreciate all that he does.
If he actually reads this, which I'm not sure if he even uses this program anymore, I love you baby. I am so not worthy of you! You do so much everyday and I never give you any credit. If you were to up and leave me one of these days, I would definitely deserve it. You deserve so much more than what I give you, I really mean that. I'm sorry for being so irresponsible and irrational sometimes, ok most of the time. I'm really going to start trying to make up for it. I love you baby.
---Nikki