::No One Loves Me Anymore::

Feb 03, 2005 15:39


I feel so unloved today. Chris said that I should take a bulldozer to the eye. Do I LOOK like Tiffany? No...I dont think so. But he said it to me anyways. It made me wanna cry. He's been mean to me all week. Yah I've been mean to him to, but im kidding. He doesnt seem like hes kidding when he says stuff. Then I got on the bus and Peter told me he didnt love me anymore, and so did Steve. *sad face* I dont have very many people left...I have Rob, Little Paul, Emily, Nick, Leanne, and Jake. This is so sad. I'm used to having bunches of people being like "Dani! I Love You!!" Not being meeean to me.

Anyways...Paul called me again this morning, but because i cant answer my phone during school I had to call him back after school, and when I did he did the same thing as last time. He acted like an ass. He didnt hang up on me, but he seemed like he didnt even care that I called him back. I just RE-relistened to the message he left on my phone and he said that he was apoligizing for the other day. He didnt want me to think he was being mean to me. I cant even get an UNstoned apology. When I called him back he didnt know what he was talking about, he said he was wicked messed up when he called me. Ugh! Whatever. I really dont care anymore. Now that Liz Tina and Paul live together they have all changed. I hate it. But theres nothing I can do about it. Except sit here and think about the memories.

I'm so sick of people. I hate them, they make me wanna cry. Seriously, people are so MEAN. I wish I could be by myself and not need others. If I could I would be so happy.

I think i'm gunna go now. Im not all to happy right now.

<3 Always
Dani
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