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So, I was laying in my room last night on the verge of crying and it got me thinking. I miss all my old friends. The way we all used to hang out together and just laugh. Actually, i've been thinking about it for a few days now but last night really had me thinking about it. I was in tears and I had no one to talk to and it reminded me of when me and Liz were friends and I would be able to call her crying and talk to her. Or the time that I was wicked upset and both Liz and Tina rushed down here to comfort me. I look at pictures and think about that random day that me Chad and Liz all went over to Tinas and just started beating on each other and little paul took a picture that looked like me and Liz were kissing. Lol! I just look at all this stuff and think of all the awsome times that I had with everyone,Like my birthday cards from Liz and Kristy. They were so ghetto, but I absolutly loved them. They had to be my favorite gifts.Everything between all of us was so great and look at us now. Me and Liz dont talk anymore, neither do me and Tina, and Chad has pretty much left everyone behind and started over with new people. It sucks! All I want are my old friends back. I miss the little concert group too. Me Tina Liz Paul and Mikey. All of us takin over Kennys jeep blairin ICP dancin on the roof and eatin McDonalds at 2 in the morning.
No one that I mentioned up there really talks anymore. Except for Tina and Liz because they live in the same house. But other then that everyone pretty much hates one another. I just wish things could be the way they used to be. But nothing can ever be the same. Things have just been messed up way to much to go back. So, it looks like its just me without everyone else. I have my new friends but its just not the same. Looks like ill have to deal with it though.
Anyways...
Kristy and Katie are sleeping over tonight. This should be fun. Me my mom Kristy and Katie might all go see a movie tonight, then come home and watch movies of me and Kristy when we were little being wicked retarded. lol.
Catie posted a comment in here earlier and said she needed to talk to me. When I IMed her she told me that she thinks she likes Derek. And she wanted to know if I would be ok with that. I said yah, whatever but then I thought about it. No I dont have the same feelings as I used to about him, but theres still a little bit there,and it hurts that she being a friend of mine would go out with my ex. I dunno, im probly just being retarded, but Kristy said i had a reason to be upset, and that if it was a random girl i would have no reason to be upset but Caties a friend of mine and thats why it hurts me so much.
Whatever, Derek like hates me anyways. But if something does happen between those two, and he hurts her. He can guarantee that he will have to answer to me in the end.
Anyways. I think im gunna go, and probly lay down or something until I have something to do. So, I'll post more later.
Love You
Dani
No one that I mentioned up there really talks anymore. Except for Tina and Liz because they live in the same house. But other then that everyone pretty much hates one another. I just wish things could be the way they used to be. But nothing can ever be the same. Things have just been messed up way to much to go back. So, it looks like its just me without everyone else. I have my new friends but its just not the same. Looks like ill have to deal with it though.
Anyways...
Kristy and Katie are sleeping over tonight. This should be fun. Me my mom Kristy and Katie might all go see a movie tonight, then come home and watch movies of me and Kristy when we were little being wicked retarded. lol.
Catie posted a comment in here earlier and said she needed to talk to me. When I IMed her she told me that she thinks she likes Derek. And she wanted to know if I would be ok with that. I said yah, whatever but then I thought about it. No I dont have the same feelings as I used to about him, but theres still a little bit there,and it hurts that she being a friend of mine would go out with my ex. I dunno, im probly just being retarded, but Kristy said i had a reason to be upset, and that if it was a random girl i would have no reason to be upset but Caties a friend of mine and thats why it hurts me so much.
Whatever, Derek like hates me anyways. But if something does happen between those two, and he hurts her. He can guarantee that he will have to answer to me in the end.
Anyways. I think im gunna go, and probly lay down or something until I have something to do. So, I'll post more later.
Love You
Dani