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**sigh** why does life hate me when the weathers good? alas. today is mikes grad party and therefore all the ppl (except warren) i usually talk to are there. lol well i guess that means i dont have many ppl to talk to since heathers the only one ive been talking to besides warren. life sux. and since it does my parents decided to go and work on my deceased great grandma's house over an hour away for the day and make me babysit in my misery. someone shoot me.
in other news my prom ensemble is complete and beautiful. it should be fun. lets just hope i dont cry when i see mike. idk ive been depressed this weekend. it was supposed to be our weekend. and then he tells me he doesnt love me anymore what almost 2 weeks ago now. WAY TO KILL THE HAPPINESS. ***bigger sigh*** im waiting for my prince to come. but idk. i miss mike so much. it still feels like we're still in love except for the fact that he isnt talking to me. i dream of us still together and when i wake up in the morning its like an automatic bitchslap. standard mourning period for the dead is 6 months. ive got time to get completely over it.
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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in other news my prom ensemble is complete and beautiful. it should be fun. lets just hope i dont cry when i see mike. idk ive been depressed this weekend. it was supposed to be our weekend. and then he tells me he doesnt love me anymore what almost 2 weeks ago now. WAY TO KILL THE HAPPINESS. ***bigger sigh*** im waiting for my prince to come. but idk. i miss mike so much. it still feels like we're still in love except for the fact that he isnt talking to me. i dream of us still together and when i wake up in the morning its like an automatic bitchslap. standard mourning period for the dead is 6 months. ive got time to get completely over it.
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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