so cutee
~today was good because it was mothers day and she had her night last night..which is always a plus to have time to yourself to do whatever. so then i went to the mall got some cute clothes and a new dress for freshman holiday.. i always find a new dress or two whenever a dance is about a week away.
~came home and went to dinner with the family and aliotos at Venice Club. that was good., expensive but good.
~was thinking about the way i act around certain people and what they 'supposivly' think of me and got some help from a special person with that understanding so i feel better but still the same mood as someone let me know i am being towards them the past. oohh two weeks to a month or so?!
~But I read this in Savannah's livejournal and I couldn't agree more with this girl. It's almost like she understands me sometimes because some of these things are true but others are tweeked a little.
~I just wish the guy would understand too...
GUY-I saw her today
GIRL-I saw him today
It seems like its been forever
I wonder if he still cares
She looks better than before
I couldn't stop staring at him
I asked her how things were going
I asked about his new girlfriend
I'd choose her over any girl im with
He's probably really happy right now
I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
He couldnt even look at me
I told her I miss her
He doesnt mean it
I meant it
He didnt mean it
I love her
He loves his new girlfriend
I held her for the last time
He gave me a friendly hug
Then I went home and cried
Then I went home and cried
I lost her
I still love him